§. VIII.
Our Work and Worship in our Meetings.Our Work then and Worship is, when we meet together, for every one to watch and wait upon God in themselves, and to be gathered from all Visibles thereunto. And as every one is thus stated, they come to find the Good arise over the Evil, and the Pure over the Impure, in which God reveals himself, and draweth near to every Individual, and so he is in the Midst in the General, whereby each not only partakes of the particular Refreshment and Strength which comes from the Good in himself, but is a Sharer in the whole Body, as being a living Member of the Body, having a joint Fellowship and Communion with all. And as this Worship is stedfastly preached and kept to, it becomes easy, though it be very hard at first to the natural Man, whose roving Imaginations and running worldly Desires are not so easily brought to Silence. And therefore the Lord Often-times, when any turn towards him, and have true Desires thus to Wait upon him, and find great Difficulty through the Unstayedness of their Minds, doth in Condescension and Compassion cause his Power to break forth in a more strong and powerful Manner. And when the Mind sinks down, and waits for the Appearance of Life, and that the Power of Darkness in the Soul wrestles and works against it, then the good Seed, as it ariseth, will be found to work as Physick in the Soul, especially if such a weak one be in the Assembly of divers others in whom the Life is arisen in greater Dominion, and through the contrary Workings of the Power of Darkness there will be found an inward Striving in the Soul as really in the Mystery as ever Esau and Jacob strove in Rebecca’s Womb. Esau and Jacob strove in Rebecca’s Womb.And from this inward Travail, while the Darkness seeks to obscure the Light, and the Light breaks through the Darkness, which it always will do, if the Soul gives not its Strength to the Darkness, there will be such a painful Travail found in the Soul, that will even work upon the outward Man, so that Often-times, through the Working thereof, the Body will be greatly shaken, and many Groans, and Sighs, and Tears, even as the Pangs of a Woman in Travail, will lay hold upon it; yea, and this not only as to one, but when the Enemy, who when the Children of God assemble together is not wanting to be present, to see if he can let their Comfort, hath prevailed in any Measure in a whole Meeting, and strongly worketh against it by spreading and propagating his dark Power, and by drawing out the Minds of such as are met from the Life in them, as they come to be sensible of this Power of his that works against them, and to wrestle with it by the Armour of Light, The Travail crowned with a victorious Song.sometimes the Power of God will break forth into a whole Meeting, and there will be such an inward Travail, while each is seeking to overcome the Evil in themselves, that by the strong contrary Workings of these opposite Powers, like the Going of two contrary Tides, every Individual will be strongly exercised as in a Day of Battle, and thereby Trembling and a Motion of Body will be upon most, if not upon all, which, as the Power of Truth prevails, will from Pangs and Groans end with a sweet Sound of Thanksgiving and Praise. The Name of Quakers whence it sprung.And from this the Name of Quakers, i. e. Tremblers, was first reproachfully cast upon us; which though it be none of our Choosing, yet in this Respect we are not ashamed of it, but have rather Reason to rejoice therefore, even that we are sensible of this Power that hath oftentimes laid hold of our Adversaries, and made them yield unto us, and join with us, and confess to the Truth, before they had any distinct or discursive Knowledge of our Doctrines, so that sometimes many at one Meeting have been thus convinced: And this Power would sometimes also reach to and wonderfully work even in little Children, to the Admiration and Astonishment of many.