Chapter XI The Voice in the Wilderness
“Ha! ha! good morning, Morton!” said the Captain. “You’ve been keeping Patty down at the spring-house when she should have been at the loom by this time. In my time young men and women didn’t waste their mornings. Nights and Sundays are good enough for visiting. Now, see here, Patty, there’s one of them plagued Methodist preachers brought into the settlement by Wheeler. These circuit riders are worse than third day fever ’n’ ager. They go against dancing and artificials and singing songs and reading novels and all other amusements. They give people the jerks wherever they go. The devil’s in ’em. Now I want you to go to work and get up a dance to-night, and ask all you can get along with. Nothing’ll make the preacher so mad as to dance right under his nose; and we’ll keep a good many people away who might get the jerks, or fall down with the power and break their necks, maybe.”
Patty was always ready to dance, and she only said: “If Morton will help me send the invitations.”
“I’ll do that,” said Morton, and then he told of the discomfiture he had wrought in a Methodist meeting while he was gone. And he had the satisfaction of seeing that the narrative greatly pleased Captain Lumsden.
“We’ll have to send Wheeler afloat sometime, eh, Mort?” said the Captain, chuckling interrogatively. Morton did not like this proposition, for, notwithstanding theological, differences about election, Mrs. Wheeler was a fast friend of his mother. He evaded an answer by hastening to consult with Patty and her mother concerning the guests.
Those who got “invites” danced cotillions and reels nearly all night. Morton danced with Patty to his heart’s content, and in the happiness of Morton’s assured love and of a truce in her father’s interruptions she was a queen indeed. She wore the antique earrings that were an heir-loom in her mother’s family, and a showy breast-pin which her father had bought her. These and her new dress of English calico made her the envy of all the others. Pretty Betty Harsha was led out by some one at almost every dance, but she would have given all of these for one dance with Morton Goodwin.
Meantime Mr. Magruder was preaching. Behold in Hissawachee Bottom the world’s evils in miniature! Here are religion and amusement divorced—set over the one against the other as hostile camps.
Brady, who was boarding for a few days with the widow Lumsden, went to the meeting with Kike and his mother, explaining his views as he went along.
“I’m no Mithodist, Mrs. Lumsden. Me father was a Catholic and me mother a Prisbytarian, and they compromised on me by making me a mimber of the Episcopalian Church and throyin’ to edicate me for orders, and intoirely spoiling me for iverything else but a school taycher in these haythen backwoods. But it does same to me that the Mithodists air the only payple that can do any good among sich pagans as we air. What would a parson from the ould counthry do here? He moight spake as grammathical as Lindley Murray himsilf, and nobody would be the better of it. What good does me own grammathical acquoirements do towards reforming the sittlement? With all me grammar I can’t kape me boys from makin’ God’s name the nominative case before very bad words. Hey, Koike? Now, the Mithodists air a narry sort of a payple. But if you want to make a strame strong you hev to make it narry. I’ve read a good dale of history, and in me own estimation the ould Anglish Puritans and the Mithodists air both torrents, because they’re both shet up by narry banks. The Mithodists is ferninst the wearin’ of jewelry and dancin’ and singin’ songs, which is all vairy foolish in me own estimation. But it’s kind o’ nat’ral for the mill-race that turns the whale that fades the worruld to git mad at the babblin’, oidle brook that wastes its toime among the mossy shtones and grinds nobody’s grist. But the brook ain’t so bad afther all. Hey, Mrs. Lumsden?”
Mrs. Lumsden answered that she didn’t think it was. It was very good for watering stock.
“Thrue as praychin’, Mrs. Lumsden,” said the schoolmaster, with a laugh. “And to me own oi the wanderin’ brook, a-goin’ where it chooses and doin’ what it plazes, is a dale plizenter to look at than, the sthraight-travelin’ mill-race. But I wish these Mithodists would convart the souls of some of these youngsters, and make ’em quit their gamblin’ and swearin’ and bettin’ on horses and gettin’ dthrunk. And maybe if some of ’em would git convarted, they wouldn’t be quoite so anxious to skelp their own uncles. Hey, Koike?”
Kike had no time to reply if he had cared to, for by this time they were at the door of Colonel Wheeler’s house. Despite the dance there were present, from near and far, all the house would hold. For those who got no “invite” to Lumsden’s had a double motive for going to meeting; a disposition to resent the slight was added to their curiosity to hear the Methodist preacher. The dance had taken away those who were most likely to disturb the meeting; people left out did not feel under any obligation to gratify Captain Lumsden by raising a row. Kike had been invited, but had disdained to dance in his uncle’s house.
Both lower rooms of Wheeler’s log house were crowded with people. A little open space was left at the door between the rooms for the preacher, who presently came edging his way in through the crowd. He had been at prayer in that favorite oratory of the early Methodist preacher, the forest.
Magruder was a short, stout man, with wide shoulders, powerful arms, shaggy brows, and bristling black hair. He read the hymn, two lines at a time, and led the singing himself. He prayed with the utmost sincerity, but in a voice that shook the cabin windows and gave the simple people a deeper reverence for the dreadfulness of the preacher’s message. He prayed as a man talking face to face with the Almighty Judge of the generations of men; he prayed with an undoubting assurance of his own acceptance with God, and with the sincerest conviction of the infinite peril of his unforgiven hearers. It is not argument that reaches men, but conviction; and for immediate, practical purposes, one Tishbite Elijah, that can thunder out of a heart that never doubts, is worth a thousand acute writers of ingenious apologies.
When Magruder read his text, which was, “Grieve not the Holy Spirit of God,” he seemed to his hearers a prophet come to lay bare their hearts. Magruder had not been educated for his ministry by years of study of Hebrew and Greek, of Exegesis and Systematics; but he knew what was of vastly more consequence to him—how to read and expound the hearts and lives of the impulsive, simple, reckless race among whom he labored. He was of their very fibre.
He commenced with a fierce attack on Captain Lumsden’s dance, which was prompted, he said, by the devil, to keep men out of heaven. With half a dozen quick, bold strokes, he depicted Lumsden’s selfish arrogance and proud meanness so exactly that the audience fluttered with sensation. Magruder had a vicarious conscience; but a vicarious conscience is good for nothing unless it first cuts close at home. Whitefield said that he never preached a sermon to others till he had first preached it to George Whitefield; and Magruder’s severities had all the more effect that his audience could see that they had full force upon himself.
If is hard for us to understand the elements that produced such incredible excitements as resulted from the early Methodist preaching. How at a camp-meeting, for instance, five hundred people, indifferent enough to everything of the sort one hour before, should be seized during a sermon with terror—should cry aloud to God for mercy, some of them falling in trances and cataleptic unconsciousness; and how, out of all this excitement, there should come forth, in very many cases, the fruit of transformed lives seems to us a puzzle beyond solution. But the early Westerners were as inflammable as tow; they did not deliberate, they were swept into most of their decisions by contagious excitements. And never did any class of men understand the art of exciting by oratory more perfectly than the old Western preachers. The simple hunters to whom they preached had the most absolute faith in the invisible. The Day of Judgment, the doom of the wicked, and the blessedness of the righteous were as real and substantial in their conception as any facts in life. They could abide no refinements. The terribleness of Indian warfare, the relentlessness of their own revengefulness, the sudden lynchings, the abandoned wickedness of the lawless, and the ruthlessness of mobs of “regulators” were a background upon which they founded the most materialistic conception of hell and the most literal understanding of the Day of Judgment. Men like Magruder knew how to handle these few positive ideas of a future life so that they were indeed terrible weapons.
On this evening he seized upon the particular sins of the people as things by which they drove away the Spirit of God. The audience trembled as he moved on in his rude speech and solemn indignation. Every man found himself in turn called to the bar of his own conscience. There was excitement throughout the house. Some were angry, some sobbed aloud, as he alluded to “promises made to dying friends,” “vows offered to God by the new-made graves of their children,”—for pioneer people are very susceptible to all such appeals to sensibility.
When at last he came to speak of revenge, Kike, who had listened intently from the first, found himself breathing hard. The preacher showed how the revengeful man was “as much a murderer as if he had already killed his enemy and hid his mangled body in the leaves of the woods where none but the wolf could ever find him!”
At these words he turned to the part of the room where Kike sat, white with feeling. Magruder, looking always for the effect of his arrows, noted Kike’s emotion and paused. The house was utterly still, save now and then a sob from some anguish-smitten soul. The people were sitting as if waiting their doom. Kike already saw in his imagination the mutilated form of his uncle Enoch hidden in the leaves and scented by hungry wolves. He waited to hear his own sentence. Hitherto the preacher had spoken with vehemence. Now, he stopped and began again with tears, and in a tone broken with emotion, looking in a general way toward where Kike sat: “O, young man, there are stains of blood on your hands! How dare you hold them up before the Judge of all? You are another Cain, and God sends his messenger to you to-day to inquire after him whom you have already killed in your heart. You are a murderer! Nothing but God’s mercy can snatch you from hell!”
No doubt all this is rude in refined ears. But is it nothing that by these rude words he laid bare Kike’s sins to Kike’s conscience? That in this moment Kike heard the voice of God denouncing his sins, and trembled? Can you do a man any higher service than to make him know himself, in the light of the highest sense of right that he capable of? Kike, for his part, bowed to the rebuke of the preacher as to the rebuke of God. His frail frame shook with fear and penitence, as it had before shaken with wrath. “O, God! what a wretch I am!” cried he, hiding his face in his hands.
“Thank God for showing it to you, my young friend,” responded the preacher. “What a wonder that your sins did not drive away the Holy Ghost, leaving you with your day of grace sinned away, as good as damned already!” And with this he turned and appealed yet more powerfully to the rest, already excited by the fresh contagion of Kike’s penitence, until there were cries and sobs in all parts of the house. Some left in haste to avoid yielding to their feeling, while many fell upon their knees and prayed.
The preacher now thought it time to change, and offer some consolation. You would say that his view of the atonement was crude, conventional and commercial; that he mistook figures of speech in Scripture for general and formulated postulates. But however imperfect his symbols, he succeeded in making known to his hearers the mercy of God. And surely that is the main thing. The figure of speech is but the vessel; the great truth that God is merciful to the guilty, what is this but the water of life?—not less refreshing because the jar in which it is brought is rude! The preacher’s whole manner changed. Many weeping and sobbing people were swept now to the other extreme, and cried aloud with joy. Perhaps Magruder exaggerated the change that had taken place in them. But is it nothing that a man has bowed his soul in penitence before God’s justice, and then lifted his face in childlike trust to God’s mercy? It is hard for one who has once passed through this experience not to date from it a revolution. There were many who had not much root in themselves, doubtless, but among Magruder’s hearers this day were those who, living half a century afterward, counted their better living from the hour of his forceful presentation of God’s antagonism to sin, and God’s tender mercy for the sinner. It was not in Kike to change quickly. Smitten with a sense of his guilt; he rose from his seat and slowly knelt, quivering with feeling. When the preacher had finished preaching, amid cries of sorrow and joy, he began to sing, to an exquisitely pathetic tune, Watts’ hymn:
“Show pity, Lord, O! Lord, forgive,
Let a repenting rebel live.
Are not thy mercies large and free?
May not a sinner trust in thee?”
The meeting was held until late. Kike remained quietly kneeling, the tears trickling through his fingers. He did not utter a word or cry. In all the confusion he was still. What deliberate recounting of his own misdoings took place then, no one can know. Thoughtless readers may scoff at the poor backwoods boy in his trouble. But who of us would not be better if we could be brought thus face to face with our own souls? His simple penitent faith did more for him than all our philosophy has done for us, maybe.
At last the meeting was dismissed. Brady, who had been awe-stricken at sight of Kike’s agony of contrition, now thought it best that he and Kike’s mother should go home, leaving the young man to follow when he chose. But Kike staid immovable upon his knees. His sense of guilt had become an agony. All those allowances which we in a more intelligent age make for inherited peculiarities and the defects of education, Kike knew nothing about. He believed all his revengefulness to be voluntary; he had a feeling that unless he found some assurance of God’s mercy then he could not live till morning. So the minister and Mrs. Wheeler and two or three brethren that had come from adjoining settlements staid and prayed and talked with the distressed youth until after midnight. The early Methodists regarded this persistence as a sure sign of a “sound” awakening.
At last the preacher knelt again by Kike, and asked “Sister Wheeler” to pray. There was nothing in the old Methodist meetings so excellent as the audible prayers of women. Women oftener than men have a genius for prayer. Mrs. Wheeler began tenderly, penitently to confess, not Kike’s sins, but the sins of all of them; her penitence fell in with Kike’s; she confessed the very sins that he was grieving over. Then slowly—slowly, as one who waits for another to follow—she began to turn toward trustfulness. Like a little child she spoke to God; under the influence of her praying Kike sobbed audibly. Then he seemed to feel the contagion of her faith; he, too, looked to God as a father; he, too, felt the peace of a trustful child.
The great struggle was over. Kike was revengeful no longer. He was distrustful and terrified no longer. He had “crept into the heart of God” and found rest. Call it what you like, when a man passes through such an experience, however induced, it separates the life that is passed from the life that follows by a great gulf.
Kike, the new Kike, forgiving and forgiven, rose up at the close of the prayer, and with a peaceful face shook hands with the preacher and the brethren, rejoicing in this new fellowship. He said nothing, but when Magruder sang
“Oh! how happy are they
Who their Saviour obey,
And have laid up their treasure above!
Tongue can never express
The sweet comfort and peace
Of a soul in its earliest love,”
Kike shook hands with them all again, bade them good-night, and went home about the time that his friend Morton, flushed and weary with dancing and pleasure, laid himself down to rest.