To Lathrop Brown
Morgan Hill, [March] 16, [1921]
MY DEAR LATHROP,—I wish I could be with you just to laugh away that cynical mood. I know that I do not see the world undressed, naked, in the raw, as you youngsters do. Illusions and delusions, let them be! I shall cherish them. For whatever it is inside of me that I call soul seems to grow on these things that seem so contrary to the results of experience. “If a lie works, it’s the truth,” says Dooley. So say I, in my pragmatism. I have “become” in the eyes of men and I want to “become” in the eyes of my better self, that ego must be gratified at least by an effort. And to “become” requires that there shall be some faith. We don’t accomplish by disbelieving. That is your Mother’s religion. It is my philosophy. She has capacity for faith which I have not, because she climbs, while I stand still.
Of course the inauguration business was commonplace. That is Ohio statesmanship, somehow. But good may come of it, and you and I want to help it, so far as it wants national food, to bear fruit. Damn all your politics and partisanship! Humbug—twaddle—fiddle-dee-dee, made for lazy louts who want jobs and bosses who want power. Well, we are out now for a long time, and we might as well forget bitterness, or rather submerge it in the bigger call of the nation. All of which you characterize as sentimentalism—so says Burleson, too.
I am beginning to despair of doctors and to say to myself, “Better get back to work, and go it as long as you can, then quit and live on rolled oats and buttermilk until the light goes out.” … Well, goodnight, dear chap.
F. K. L.