Cinderella in the South

Fuel of Fire

I was lucky to get a lift. We had risen before the moon took to her bed, and the sun had left his. We were driving through green woodlands when the light grew clear around us. A little while ago their graceful trees had been ruddy or bronze doubtless. Now it was the turn of the hill-trees on the great kopje that we passed within a mile, to grow bronzed and to redden. For the month of November had only just come in. We outspanned in a valley where the new green of the grass had come already. No doubt a month ago it had looked very black and fire-scathed. Now the showers had brought kind healing and amendment. We made our morning Memorial together (being all of us Christians bound on some sort of a Christian pilgrimage), and after that we breakfasted and smoked at ease while the mules grazed close by, and the driver boiled his pot, and fed it with meal, and stirred and ladled out, and ate in the fullness of time. My heart was very thankful. How much better and kindlier one’s lot seemed now fallen as it was once again in this fair ground of a country at peace in Wartime. This countryside pleased me ever so much better than British East or German East this Mashonaland. There to north I remembered without enthusiasm the tropical passions of the elements, I remembered rather miserably some of the things that a state of war had meant.

After breakfast, there was no hurry about our inspanning. But when we had once got off we were soon up level with the farmhouse on the hill’s shoulder. We halted for friendship’s sake, and waited for the cups of coffee that we were assured would be soon ready. Our host was Dutch-looking, but seemed British; I thought rather narrowly British in his sympathies. He discussed the War keenly and thoughtfully with my companion. He had two brothers in German East, I knew, and he was soon asking me about them. But our paths up that way had not converged. I could only tell him by hearsay about the main advance, wherein they had been sharing, and I had not. As I told, a dark handsome, gentle-voiced woman brought our coffee out. Soon a shy little girl put her head round the corner of the stoep, and withdrew’ it again. I jumped down to greet her. Then she agreed to come and shake hands with us both. Her father colored up, and smiled as he told me of a great scheme. A lady in town had offered to board this child. So kind, wasn’t it? She was of sturdy English make (her father’s father was an Essex man. I had been told). Her hair and eyes were very dark; she looked ever so capable.

‘Yes, very kind,’ I murmured, but I was reflecting that the lady’s kindness might not be so very ill-rewarded. The child might prove useful and cost little. She might give the sort of help that is apt to be useful and costly in a country like ours. ‘Yes,’ said the father smiling, ‘and she may get to the day school that way, the lady says. We couldn’t have nearly afforded to send her into town otherwise. But now she’s got her chance of a regular school.’ ‘Oh, really,’ said my friend. His kind ugly face looked none too pleasant as he said it, I remember noticing that.

Then he went to his mules to ‘buckle’ up a strap somewhere. I was surprised to hear him cursing something under his breath. It was not his manner, I thought, to curse straps or mules. We said good-bye a very cordial one and then drove down towards the main road. It winds through a vlei towards the town. We had got almost to the big water-course so banked up in thirsty sand, when he told me what he was cursing. He repeated his words deliberately: ‘Damn it, damn it to hell,’ he said. I protested faintly till he made it clear to me what he was damning, then I recklessly endorsed his damnation. For he was not cursing Heaven or humanity; he was cursing that blessed Anglo-Dutch, or rather Dutch-English, institution of South Africa, the color-bar. He had been told by one of the managers that should the father apply for admission to school on behalf of the child we had seen, he would be certainly refused. The father was really much too poor to send her away, he told me.

‘They’re ever so honest and hard-worked. They’ve put up a great fight on mealie meal against bad seasons. They’ve pinched hard for the child’s poor little outfit. He’s got into debt for it. He’s a Britisher, and has got two brothers fighting. Very dubious, dark children have been admitted already, as presumably Dutch. Dutch and colonials rule the roost here. And to leave Christianity alone, where does British Imperialism come in? It’s risking spoiling a life, and the life of such a decent kid.’

Thereat he certainly condemned guiltily, as he should not have condemned, Dutchmen and colonials, their churches, their social order, and their sanctimony. ‘Thank God I was at plebeian Oxford,’ he said, ‘and was free to mix with colored men. This is far more select, this dorp academy, with its elect Principal and its supermen-managers.’ We nearly had a row about his language.

We came over a rolling down towards the commonage. ‘They’ve kept free from fires here,’ I said. ‘Yes,’ he said, ‘but I’m doubtful if their vigilance pays, if their game’s worth the candle. I mean if such absence of illumination is worth all their watching about.’ ‘It saves waste of life.’ I said, ‘animal and vegetable, if you can only keep the fires away.’ I appealed to the wisdom of our laws as well as to the argument of mercy which I appealed to me. ‘And you get that sort of thing.’ he said, pointing to the thick brown tufts of unappetizing feed. ‘That’s been going more than a year, hasn’t it? ‘Oh for a wind and a fire,’ say I.

We passed over the commonage, which showed very black with recent fires. ‘It looks rather knocked out,’ I said. ‘Yet not without hope,’ he answered. We were driving back about the same time next fore-noon. A great fire was rushing wind-driven over that rolling upland. ‘At last,’ he said. I sighed. A mile further on we came into the smiling green vlei. ‘This was black a while back,’ he said. ‘Doesn’t the fire help a bit after all? Who wants that moldy stuffy old feed, isn’t it parabolic of that fusty Dutch-Anglo dorp and its prejudices? What are they meant for, and it? ‘Fuel of fire,’ say I.’ I smiled indulgently. Since we had got into town things had happened. We had had our memorial services for the Dead that last night, and this same morning. It was the week of All Hallows and All Souls, a time that often tempts me to homesickness. One is apt to think of hazy, yellow-leaved, dreamy times in old England just about then not to speak of old familiar faces. That night of the first Service was very starry, and the morning of the second Service was brilliantly clear, the rain seemed to be very far away for the time being. People had come at night rather well. Not to speak of one of the school managers having died quite recently, news of one of our police’s death out scouting had leaked through from German East. I preached Paradise to that attentive congregation in the iron-roofed church that natives had been so discouraged from attending. I was glad one straggled into the back seats I had battled for, just to demonstrate one’s principle of barring out the color-bar. It was all very soul-soothing, thought I, that Memorial Evensong, the stars outside, and the golden evening brightening in the west of the hymn, and the lesson about white robes and palms, presumably of victory or harvest-homing. My friend waited for me outside under the lamp. ‘Very fine,’ he said in his grimmest way, ‘the Anglican view of hopeful souls turned promiscuously into a sort of orchard and rose-garden with plenty of light to gild them, and rest to wrap them.’ I smiled. ‘True enough in its way,’ I said. ‘There’s another side doubtless, yet the preaching of that doesn’t appeal to me particularly. I don’t want to work on people’s apprehensions. But don’t let me stand in your light. You’re a lay reader with a bishop’s license. You can preach and welcome to-morrow morning.’ ‘Trust me not to refuse,’ he said. ‘I don’t want to play up to apprehensions exactly. I want to state what seem to me to be relentless laws of cause and effect, and to show the only way with any sort of hope in Christ that I happen by faith to see.’ So he had preached that morning. He preached quite simply on the trying of every man’s work, on the burning of flimsy work, on the saving of the workman, yet so as by fire. There was a small but select gathering in the Church of Saint Tertullian; two of the school managers even were there. Surely I had baited the trap, I thought guiltily as I looked upon them, by my over-amiabilities of the night before.

Yet that side was true enough, the side I had preached. And was not this side also true in its way? The preacher seemed at first to be referring to my own obsession with the words ‘resist not evil,’ my following of Tolstoy in my own evangel. He was warm in his commendation. ‘And yet,’ he said, ‘let us remember a just God’s resistance to evil. He resists and judges righteously, where we may neither resist nor judge. If we agree not to resist evil violently for Jesus’ sake, yet ought we not to warn people of their God’s unrelenting resistance? While we would not obscure the fear of our just God by the fear of us unjust men, let us remember our just God!’ He spoke of judgment and of purgation, of what seemed to be indicated hereafter by the stupidity and cruelty of people’s prejudices in South Africa. He painted quite luridly the purgation he anticipated as likely for such as would dare to wreck a child’s education, and possibly her life for a color-scruple. He glowed and kindled. There was no mistaking his drift. He painted the fires of purgation. He painted, too, their presumable fuel, much as I believe old preachers limned the flames of hell and their denizens. ‘And it may lengthen out into hell! Who knows?’ he kept interjecting. ‘Who knows but that that prejudiced spirit you play with may be a damned spirit after all, fuel for the fire that is not quenched, food for the worm that does not die?’

T could not have preached happily on his lines, but for all that I acknowledged that the thing might well be of God this bizarre surprise at his preaching that was glassed in at least two of his listeners’ eyes. Did that sermon do any good? Let me anticipate! The child came into town as a half-time servant. Somebody’s letter got handed up to the Administrator, and he made a request to the managers. The child was clearly European by predominance of race. They spent five hours of their precious time in discussion. The officials wanted to oblige the Administrator, and they had their way at last. But whether the child once admitted will have much of a time, I am inclined to doubt, should she pass into the Paradise of so select an academy. I heard an ominous story of the Dutch minister last week, how he had threatened a hiding to any child of his that spoke to this forlorn little girl, who seems hard up for playmates. I heard yesterday that one of my Church magnates had asked that the child should not come up to play with his own. Yet the Fire of God has been preached, and I am willing to allow that the thing may have wanted doing rather badly in my amiable parish. Doesn’t any real true Christian Peace Doctrine mean spiritual fire and sword? Doesn’t it mean burning and fuel of fire as set against the confused noise and garments rolled in blood of earthly campaigns? Doesn’t any real true Christian Imperialism mean the sword of the Spirit and the fire of the Gospel against South African Racialism? Perfect love casteth out fear, but what has Racialism to do with such a perfect love as will banish the fear of God?

After all, can any reasonable and lively Christian Faith avail to find any evangelically reasonable destination short of hell for South African Racialists dying in their Racialism save such place of purgation as my friend indicated? Yes, of course, God’s prerogative of mercy in Jesus is limitless, but are these Racialists so merciful to little colored children that they should obtain mercy without judgment from Jesus’ judgment?

And if the purgative fire seem so inevitable, why not warn its prospective fuel?

Granted the Love of Jesus (Who was certainly what South Africans would call a Jew Boy, Who was possibly so dark that any dorp school would have hummed over His admission, Who enrolled Himself in that House of David one of Whose ancestresses was the Hamitic Rahab apparently, Who took Ham’s curse as well as Japheth’s); granted that that Love is the one and only supreme motive for Christian Reform, yet for all that, facts are facts, and it may be kind to tell people into what fires the fires of Racialism threaten to merge their selves. On the whole, I am glad that our lay reader preached on that bright morning that over-gloomed sermon, preaching from my own soothing pulpit to my startled congregation. They did not seem to know what to make of it. But the preacher himself seemed quite unrepentant about it. He was talking to me about it that morning when we drove home again, he to his farm and I with him, to walk on to my mission. We outspanned in a very green valley, I remember, and sat long over roast monkey-nuts that his driver benignantly provided.

‘The Lord put a word into my mouth,’ my friend said quite firmly and simply. ‘Was there not the cause the cause of a child’s career? Didn’t our Savior speak plainly as to the ugly analogy of the man drowned like a dog with a stone round his neck in the deep of the sea? Weren’t His children in question when Jesus spoke; wasn’t there a Christian child in question when I preached?’

I thought he made out something of a case for his position as a preacher of fiery doom. We were sitting on a beautiful green carpet. The Earth there had come through her bad time. Away on the hillside a black forbidding patch testified to the unpleasantness of the remedial stage. Away in the distance was a beautiful tree-shaded granite hill with much show of brown foliage and purplish underspaces. Just beside that hill the flames came driving (through the old last year’s feed, I suppose). His eyes followed mine the way of the flames. ‘Hurray!’ he said heartily. ‘Now we shan’t be so very long surely after all. Don’t you see the green grass on its way? It was a snug corner, verily, for the old dry stuff. Look, how the flames leap up in the thick of it! Not very juicy browse nor tasty feed, but fine fuel for the fire; good for that, anyway. It was a snug corner, but at last the time was ripe when the fire came driving straight for it the fire with the wind behind. ‘Which things are a parable,’ he said, his ugly sunburnt face twitching curiously, his eyes quite handsome, nay, even splendid with honest scorn. He was shaking his fist towards the prim little dorp that we had left behind over the ridges. ‘No doubt but ye are the people,’ he said, ‘ye that have made the freedom of England and the franchise of Jesus of no effect by your tradition your sacrosanct tradition. What’s the good of the frowsy old stuff? It must be some good; what is it? It isn’t very good pasture for sheep or horses, not to speak of dairy cattle, but it’s noble food for fire, don’t you think?

There it lies-up so snug and sheltered and screened the old dead survival hidden in the prim little corrugated iron-roofed houses, and the narrow gumtree avenues, and the whitewashed Dutch tabernacle where they sing “Safe in the Arms of Jesus” (would you believe it?) But the time will come, it mayn’t come in my day or in yours, but the time will come sure enough, when the Fire will trek dead straight for this old dead-ripe stuff, the Fire with the Wind behind. Then God have mercy on them whose work it was! For their work shall be burnt, aren’t we sure of that? But as to they themselves being the sort to be saved so as by fire can we be so very sanguine? Meanwhile.......

The way he so humbly appealed to me for my opinion on that moot point, did much to conciliate me. He had not carried me with him all the while. He seemed to me a bit out of date, too like an ante-Christian prophet. Yet how my heart went out to him as he ended up so very abruptly with his ‘meanwhile.’ His voice broke queerly, and his eyes shone. ‘Meanwhile they may manage to give a child or two a rough passage. They’ve got pluck enough for that, the blighters, haven’t they?’ He turned away from me with a sort of a sob. ‘The time’ll come sure enough, but it’s their time now, and they know it,’ he said. ‘God pity her!’

‘LA BELLE DAME’

Inhabiting this country you inhabit the Middle Ages, you dwell in the wild Marchlands without the pale of Christendom. Here a man may take to the forest roads in the old spirit of errantry. How darkly the shadow of witchcraft falls upon the path; we might be in Lapland or Thessaly! What strange satyr voices the drums have of nights! I suppose it is the reading about such things long ago that gives me this sense of having been here before, of having come back to this country!’

His eyes glistened as he sat over his wine, and smoked Transvaal tobacco in a calabash pipe. He looked much more as he used to look twenty years back, I thought. I had deemed him aged almost out of recognition when first we sat down to dinner. He had come up to Mashonaland with some learned association on a holiday trip. His name was Gerald Browne; he had lectured on English literature these many years in an ancient northern university.

With him came his wife, a very plain and quiet lady, and also an undergraduate pupil named Drayton.

I was asked to meet them, and to stay in the same house with them by a certain minor potentate of Rosebery, who had had rooms near Browne’s and mine in years gone by. It was Saturday night, and I had just come in from the veld, while Browne’s party had reached Rosebery by the morning train. Dinner had gone rather quietly, and our host had looked bored, I thought. Then, when the ladies had left us, Browne had kindled up, and we all three had a glorious hour, voicing the praises of Africa in a sort of three-man descant or glee. Meanwhile the fourth man, Drayton, a dark, plump and smiling youth, listened to us with a charming air of respectful attention. Transvaal tobacco was good, and the talk was good, though I say it who should not. Drayton’s silence was also good, a very complimentary silence with a distinct character, as it seemed to me. On Sunday after lunch this youth came for a walk with me, while the Brownes and our host reclined.

‘Mr. Browne’s got a sort of call to the Simple Life,’ he suddenly blurted out with a grin. ‘It’s even money on his selling up at Oxford and coming out here for good. What’s going to happen to Mrs. Browne, I wonder?’

I laughed, as I thought he expected me to do.

‘He seems rather smitten,’ I admitted. ‘He certainly raved a bit last night; but, then, so many people do that when they first come out.’

Drayton looked at me as if he might have said much more. But I changed the subject; it never occurred to me then that it might be a thrilling one. I went home later on and sat on the stoep and talked to my host. Browne had very little to say. He went off for a sunset walk, and never came to church at night. We sat up in the moonlight waiting for him afterwards. He came in at last and joined us on the stoep, but he was very silent. He would not have any supper. He smoked away furiously till bed-time.

I arranged a riding trip for all three visitors next morning. They were to off-saddle under some high kopjes about ten miles from town; they were to have a picnic and an amazing view. I could not go myself, as I had an appointment to keep. But I sent two Mashona boys to be their retinue; one of them was Johannes, my own right hand at home. I solemnly entrusted the strangers and their steeds to his keeping.

When I came in about sunset that Monday evening they had not returned. But before the daylight failed, three of them were back Mrs. Browne, Drayton, and the under-boy. Where were Browne and Johannes? Mrs. Browne seemed to be a little uneasy, but she affected to make light of what had happened. She said that her husband had wanted to see the country beyond, so he had gone on with the boy. He was sure to be back to-morrow, as he had taken so little food with him. Drayton said nothing at the time, but after dinner, when we were smoking on the stoep, he began to quote to me:

‘I met a lady in the meads,
Full beautiful a faery’s child;
Her hair was long, her foot was light,
And her eyes were wild.’

‘What do you mean to insinuate?’ I said.

‘Oh, I don’t mean anything libelous. Browne hasn’t gone off with a comely Mashona. But, for all that, I believe he’s taken Africa much too seriously. She has a grim fascination for me, but she doesn’t stop at that with him. She grips him and orders him to come along.’

‘Tell me about today,’ I said.

‘Browne acknowledged a little to me three days ago,’ Drayton said. ‘He told me that this huge Tamburlaine (or rather Zenocrate) of a country was giving him too heady a welcome. He said she was still in the Middle Ages, and not only there, but more than half outside the pale of Christendom, such as it was then. So she had strange forces at work in her, and used incantations to allure, in prodigal variety. He talked about Lapland, and some footling researches he had made into the magic of the north. He also told me a horrible tale or two of the South that he had found in the Bodleian. One was a real curdler, I can tell you. Jerry Browne’s own moustache seemed to turn up like a German’s as he imparted it to me. You know he’s romantic enough in his way, though he does lead such a repressed life. You should see him at home.’

‘But do tell me why he’s gone off so suddenly,’ said I, with some impatience.

‘I can’t tell you very much,’ said Drayton. ‘We rode out, and Jerry seemed tremendously cheerful quite sportive. Anyone who’d only known him in Park Crescent would have been much surprised to watch him and listen to the things he said. Mrs. Browne seemed a bit puzzled, I thought, at last. Then we came to the kopjes where there was a consummate view. You could see a long way to the north across a hugely wide plain. Browne climbed up on the highest rock with me a sort of flat slab, whereon you might immolate a hecatomb. He seemed more exhilarated than ever just then. Soon he slipped away down the rocks and left me smoking my pipe on high. About five minutes after I observed him making tracks across the northern plain. He was cantering his dappled mule for all it was worth; he was carrying nothing so far as I could see.

‘I made haste down. I found that boy you said we could trust. I gave him two or three picnic rugs and what was left of our food to carry. I asked him to follow the rideaway, to stick to him, and to bring him back as soon as ever he could. Then I went to Mrs. Browne. She was sitting behind some bushes crying. She said Browne had said such a curious good-bye to her. He had spoken of riding on to see more of the country he had said he would be back in the morning. She had tried to dissuade him, but he seemed hardly to listen. She could scarcely believe that he had really gone without blankets or food. I reassured her, telling her that I had sent the boy and that you had said the boy was a good ’un. But if she thinks, or you think, that the old man will come back tomorrow, I don’t.’

Tuesday passed anxiously both for Mrs. Browne and for me. Drayton was anxious in the wrong way, unless I misjudged him. I seemed to read triumph in his face as the hours went by and brought no Browne.

I grew haggard when evening drew on. What was I to do? But about sunset tidings came. A native, who had traveled into town from the north, brought me a penciled note from Johannes: ‘My father, I ask you to come to us. Let your horse make haste. The white man will not turn. He has finished his food. He goes to the hills, he says. I think that he is mad. Pray for us! Johannes.’

I went to Mrs. Browne at once. I remember I found her sitting under a flaming hibiscus bush. She looked very pale and washed-out against it. I told her that her husband wanted to extend his tour. She burst into tears, and said she could not understand it. Then I told her that I meant going after him in the morning to try to hasten his return. She brightened up at that, and fell to planning what I should take with me. What comforts could she send Gerald in the comfortless desert without overloading me? I showed Johannes’ note to Drayton after dinner. He whistled, and, to his credit, looked grave.

‘I’m to go after him to-morrow,’ I said. ‘I’ve thought over it, and I think you may as well come too. You may be useful, as knowing his ways.’

He nodded. ‘Rather bad about his running out of skoff, isn’t it?’ he asked. ‘I wonder if he’s out of baccy and just breaking his heart.’ His plump face was pitiful.

‘Don’t you fret,’ I answered. ‘It only means he’s run out of our food. They’ll surely buy monkey-nuts or sweet-potatoes or rice in the kraals. He’s probably developed a passion for native food by now, also for native snuff. He’ll be able to buy some of that, surely.’

‘Just so,’ said Drayton. He began to quote again in a sort of droning chant as if he were a chorus recording the onsweep of a tragedy:

‘I set her on my pacing steed, And nothing else saw all day long, For sidelong would she lean, and sing A faery’s song.

‘She found me roots of relish sweet, And honey wild, and manna-dew, And sure in language strange she said I love thee true.’

In the morning we got a flying start after all, though Drayton was in bed when I came back from church. We went away at eight, and soon found, to our joy, that we were really well mounted. It was joy, too, to remember what a stubborn mule Browne had for pacing steed. He had not got away far, we assured ourselves. But we did not catch him that night.

We asked at kraals as we went along, and struck a hot scent about three in the afternoon. A white man had passed that morning a white man riding a dappled mule, with a boy carrying blankets behind him. Straightway we gave our ponies an off-saddle.

Afterwards we rode on hard in what we deemed to be the right direction till darkness fell: We sought shelter at a village then. There was no village gossip, alas! about the passing of a white man that day! They were good to us, though, those villagers, and gave us beans and monkey-nuts for supper and mealies for our ponies. After we had finished eating we spread out the rush-mat they had lent us and lay down to smoke and meditate and surmise as to our passionate pilgrim. They had given us a hut that was old and grimy with fires. Its floor teemed with life.

Therefore we changed our resting-place and went out to camp under a rocky eminence. There with a bedrock of austere granite we slept in peace. At glimmer of dawn we were saddling up. We rode to another kraal, but the folk there had no news for us.

We were close on the hills now at last. We came to a low river at the foot of them. We chose a landlocked pool that seemed to be immune from crocodiles, for a plunge. Next I girded myself for Sacrifice, and he served me. Then we made a fire and cooked a huge breakfast in the hungry morning air. Drayton grew quite lyrical as to the charm of the country before the meal was over.

‘Browne’s not far wrong about her,’ he said; ‘but there’s reason in all things.’

That whole day we heard no news and found no spoor or sign. The hill-country gave us stiff climbing and rocky paths to ride. Kraals and clusters of gardens places where we might hope to hear tidings how few they were in that hill-country! We camped disconsolately at last in a forlorn garden among grey boulders where stumps of trees were burning. We found no trouble in building up a good night fire of half-burnt logs. We gave our ponies their nosebags and ate our own bread and bully rather silently. Then we surmised with some weariness and gloom over our pipes. At last we slept under the many eyes of the heavens.

About first cock-crow, when a chill struck through my blanket, I opened my eyes and looked towards the fire. Someone was sitting beside it watching me. Now that he saw me stirring he greeted me.

It was Johannes. ‘I saw your fire but just now,’ he said. ‘Our fire is up there beyond great rocks. The white man has been very sick. I think he will come home now.’

I sprang to my feet and roused Drayton. He would not get up for a long time. I suspect he combined breakfast and lunch fairly often at Oxford. But I roused him mercilessly. I told him the news.

He argued in desperate fashion at first. ‘How far’s the sick bed,’ he asked.

‘Not more than a mile or so,’ said I.

‘Need we go till morning?’ said he.

‘Shame!’ said I.

At last he sprang up.

As we clambered among the boulders, piloted by Johannes, he droned away at his chorus part:

‘She took me to her elfin grot, And there she wept, and sighed full sore, And there I shut her wild, sad eyes With kisses four.

‘And there she lulled me asleep, And there I dream’d Ah woe betide! The latest dream I ever dream’d On the cold hill’s side.’

We found Browne in a nook among the rocks. A fire was burning beside him. He seemed to be sleeping.

‘He looks as if he’d been sick,’ I said. ‘We’d better let him sleep on!’

‘Yes; let’s go to bed ourselves,’ said Drayton, yawning.

So we lay down on opposite sides of the fire. Such a red and splendid fire that cold cock-crow time!

Browne kept giving sharp little moans in his sleep, just as a dog will do of nights.

‘He’s started a nightmare,’ said I. ‘I wish we could help him to better dreams. I’d like to see what he sees just now.’

Drayton began to drone from his side of the fire:

‘I saw pale kings and princes, too; Pale warriors death-pale were they all. They cried, “La Belle Dame sans Merci” hath thee in thrall.

‘I saw their starved lips in the gloom With horrid warning gaped wide, And I awoke and found me here On the cold hill’s side.’

I asked a question: ‘What will Browne like for breakfast,
Drayton?’

‘If he’s come back to his civilized tastes, you’d better open that tin of sausages,’ he said. ‘You’ve got some squish, too, haven’t you? Don’t give him that bush-tea of yours!’

I was up long before Drayton. I had secured Browne’s confidences before the sun had been risen an hour. ‘I’ve had a sort of miserable ague,’ he said. ‘A cold and hot fever has been plaguing me. Some part of this last night has been savagely horrible. But I’ve sweated pounds of my weight away, and my fever’s gone. Strange, isn’t it?’

‘Quite ordinary in this part of Africa,’ I said, sharply and minimizingly. I handed him a shirt, and he doffed his drenched one. He did not tell me any more just then. His eyes watched me in a dazed, miserable way. I asked him to excuse me, and went off with Johannes to my service. When I came back his eyes were clearer, they had less of their look of wan-hope.

‘Sinister country, this Africa,’ he said. ‘I was infatuated with her yesterday. Today I can’t understand just what the attraction was. Her desolate moors seemed to make me drunk. See how she’s served me! I never felt quite so sick as I’ve done most of this last day and night. Just before I woke it seemed to me I saw them in my dreams tens and twenties of her victims; men she’s charmed and led on and on, and demoralized, ruined, killed and buried, and helped down-hill the way of the bottomless pit. I am better now; but I’m shaken. How thankful I’ll be if only I get out of her, and can only stop thinking about her after that.’

I listened with grave attention. Then I gave him some bread and sausages, and he ate away ravenously. How ever many cups of tea did he drink afterwards?’

The above was all the avowal that Browne made to me. I do not think that he said nearly as much to Drayton as he did to me. Drayton plied me with questions that night, and I told him too much, to my regret.

Months afterwards a copy of an undergraduate paper, containing a fantasia on the events that I have recorded, reached me. It comprised much African coloring and some little humor. I wonder if it reached Browne or Mrs. Browne?

We got Browne home in little over a day. He hurried on, oftentimes when we wanted to rest. He seemed as anxious to emerge from the African desert as he had been to explore the deeps of it. He looked rakish and wretched as he bumped about upon his mule. His face was livid, and his black beard, that he used to cut so formally, desperately out of trim. His eyes were strangely bloodshot.

We reached home safely with our prize by noon on Saturday. Browne, as I have said, was all for getting on fast, and when we once started, his stubborn mount went well. It was won to emulation by the willingness of our ponies, I imagine.

Mrs. Browne was delighted at her Gerald’s return. Yet I think it must have taken some months to restore her confidence in his sanity. She had had a sore shock. Drayton and I, indeed, were both discreet in our brief narratives of what had really happened. But I was heedless enough to forget Johannes. I did not caution him in time. So Mrs. Browne gathered rather a bizarre account from him while we were at church on Sunday evening. It is to her credit that, despite her thrift, she gave the boy a whole gold sovereign.

The three travelers left by the slow down-train on the Monday morning. I went to the station with them. I saw Drayton into a smoking-carriage, and climbed in and sat with him. There was still ten minutes’ grace allowed us.

‘Where’s Browne, and where’s Mrs. Browne?’ I asked.

‘Along there, ever so far!’ he said; ‘with Professor Ayres and the Misses Ayres, and all sorts of good company. But, hullo! Look there!’

Browne was coming up the platform towards the bookstall, looking forlorn and sad.

‘Ah! what can ail thee, wretched wight, Alone and palely loitering?’ murmured Drayton. ‘It’s a bad job for me, Jerry’s getting off-color like this. How’s he going to train men for Firsts next June, when he’s gone in himself?’

‘Oh. he’ll pick up as soon as he gets out of Africa, never fear.’ I reassured him.

Browne loitered up to the stall and amassed two month-old English magazines. Then he stood by the stall, looking on to the distances near and far behind it. Our feverish contact had not spoilt much of the landscape there as yet. Beyond a few railway sheds showed some bushes, as it were, of wild cherry-blossom, flaunting a true white under the sky’s true blue. Spring colors dressed the woodland behind them red and bronze, and also the two famous colors of Faeryland. Behind that, again, the view was spread out widely diverse, certain blue hills standing up very delicately. Meanwhile in the near foreground some Kaffir herds helped the picture not a little. They were driving their flock between the white-blossomed bushes.

Browne stood a long while and watched that landscape. I would have given something to have read his face all the while, but his back was turned to us.

At last he began to pace up and down by the bookstall. Then he stood to gaze again, scouring, as it seemed, the far distance with eyes straining their utmost. Our eyes followed his.

Did not some ironstone kopjes rise up dimly to the north there?

Assuredly Browne saw those blue peaks and ridges, and remembered them.

‘Do you remember them?’ I asked Drayton.

‘Don’t I just?’ he said.

He began again in his chanting chorus tone: he was reading and transposing from a pocket copy of Theocritus.

‘They all call thee a “gipsy,” gracious Africa, and “lean” and “sunburnt,” ’tis only I that call thee “honey-pale.” Yea, and the violet is swart, and swart the lettered hyacinth, but yet these flowers are chosen the first in garlands.... Ah, gracious Africa, thy feet are fashioned like carven ivory, thy voice is drowsy sweet, and thy ways, I cannot tell of them.’

The engine whistled. Browne roused himself to my intense relief, and climbed into the train.

‘Good-bye,’ I called to him as they steamed away.

‘Au revoir,’ he called back to me.