XLII
January 28th.
I’m back at the battery, sitting by a cosy fire. I might be up at Kootenay by the look of my surroundings. I’m in a shack with a really truly floor, and a window looking out on moonlit whiteness. If it wasn’t for the tapping of the distant machine guns—tapping that always sounds to me like the nailing up of coffins—I might be here for pleasure. In imagination I can see your great ship, with all its portholes aglare, ploughing across the darkness to America. The dear sailor brothers I can’t quite visualise; I can only see them looking so upright and pale when we said good-bye. It’s getting late and the fire’s dying. I’m half asleep; I’ve not been out of my clothes for three nights. I shall tell myself a story of the end of the war and our next meeting—it’ll last from the time that I creep into my sack until I close my eyes. It’s a glorious life.
Yours very lovingly,
CON