Chapter XVII
The magnificent wilderness into which rode Mark and Gloria King seemed to prostrate its august self to do them honour upon this their wedding morning. Succeeding the paler tints of the earlier hour came the rare blue day. Last night’s clouds had vanished; the air was clear and crisp, with still a hint of frost. On all hands had October in passing splashed the world with colour. Along the creek the aspens danced and played and shivered in bright golden raiment; through the bushes there was a glimpse of vivid scarlet where the leaves of a dwarf maple were as bright as snow-plants. A little grove of gracefully slender poplars trembled in yellow against the azure above. The clear, thin sunlight pricked out colours until it made the woods a riot of them, greens dark and light, the grey of sage, the white of a granite seam, the black of a lava rock, and in the creek spray a brilliant vari-coloured rainbow sheen. They two, riding side by side, while the broad trail permitted, passed over the ridge and out of sight of the house. Immediately the solitudes shut down about them with titanic walls. They rode down into a long, shadowy hollow, out through a tiny verdant meadow fringed with the rusty brown of sunflower leaves, and on up to the crest of the second ridge. Already they were alone in the world, a man and his mate, with only infinity and its concrete symbols embracing them, ancient and ageless trees, limitless sky, mile after mile of ridge and precipice and barren peak. And upon them and about them and within them the utter serene hush of the Sierra.
With every swinging step of the horses taking them on, a new gladness blossomed in King’s heart. For they were pushing ever further into the portion of the world which he knew best, loved best. The present left him nothing to wish for; he had Gloria, and Gloria had elected to come with him. Until high noon they would wind along, for the most part climbing pretty steadily with the old trail—Indian trail, miners’ trail, trail which even to-day seems to lead from the first generation of the twentieth century straight back into the heart of 1850 and beyond. Here men did not penetrate save at long intervals; here was true solitude. And soon, when they should leave this trail to travel as straight a line as the broken country would allow toward Gus Ingle’s caves, they would enter a region given over entirely to the wild’s own bright-eyed, shy inhabitants.
There were red spots in Gloria’s cheeks when they started. King sought to guess at what might be the emotions of a young girl going on with Gloria’s present emotional adventure—vain task of a mere man seeking to fathom those troubled feminine depths!—marking that she was a little nervous and distrait.
“I know the place Gus Ingle tried to describe,” he said, “as well as I know my old hat. Or at least I’d have said so until he mentioned the third cave. I’ve been there dozens of times, too, but I’ve got to see more than two caves there yet.”
Together they had read the crabbed lines in the Bible; they had been silent thereafter as to each came imagined pictures like ghosts from the past; ghosts of greed and envy and despair. Now Gloria mused aloud:
“I wonder—do you suppose we’ll find it as he says?”
“At least we’ll see about it. And whether there be heaps and piles of red, red gold, as the tale telleth, be sure our trip is going to be worth the two days’ ride. I’ll show you such chasms and gorges and crags as you’ve never turned those two lovely eyes of yours upon, Mrs. Gloria King.” (He couldn’t abstain absolutely from all love-making.) “And a little grove of sequoias which belongs to me. Or, at least, I believe I am the only man who knows where they are. Friends of mine, those big fellows are, five old noble-souled monarchs.”
She looked interested and treated him to a fleeting smile, but asked curiously:
“How can a man speak of a tree that way? As though it were alive—” She broke off, laughing, and amended: “But they are alive, aren’t they? I mean—human.”
“Why, you poor little city-bred angel,” he cried heartily. “You will answer your own question inside of two days. No doubt I’m going to grow jealous of old Vulcan and Thor and Majesty. Sure, I’ve named them,” he chuckled. “And you’ll come with me into their dim cathedral to-morrow at dusk and listen with me to their old sermon. A man ought to go to church to them at least once a year, to keep his soul cleaned out and growing properly.”
Gloria appeared thoughtful; that she was interested just now less in that of which he spoke than in the man himself he did not suspect. She was noting how he spoke of trees as friends; how he was different from other men whom she knew in that he stood so much closer to the ancient mother, the wilderness now embracing them. Instinctively she knew that it behoved her to penetrate as deeply as she might into the inner nature of this man who, hardly more than a pleasant, attractive stranger yesterday, was to-day her husband.
“What is the oldest thing in the world?” he asked her abruptly.
She wrinkled her brows prettily at him.
“Church to-morrow evening and school now?” she countered lightly.
“Answer,” insisted King. “Just at a rough guess what would you say was the oldest thing in the world?”
Gloria cudgelled her brains. Finally, since he seemed quite serious, and she knew that wisdom lay in pleasing the male of the species in small and unimportant matters, she sought to reply.
“The Sphinx or the Pyramids, I’d guess,” she offered.
“Naturally,” he returned. “And what will you say when I introduce you to the Pharaoh who was a big, husky giant before Thebes was thought of?”
Again she looked to see a twinkle of jest in his eyes.
“Pharaoh?” she said. “Just a tree? Over two or three thousand years old!”
“By at least another thousand,” he rejoined triumphantly. “And as staunch an old gentleman as you’ll find.”
Even Gloria, a poor little city-bred angel, must muse upon the statement. Having caught her interest he told her picturesquely of his old friends; how they had dwelt on serenely while peoples were born and empires rose and fell; while Rome smote Greece and both went down in the dust; while Columbus pushed his three boats across the seas; while the world itself passed from one phase to another; how they were all but co-eternal with eternity.
“When you think how these old fellows were a thousand years old when the Christ was a little boy,” he ended simply, “you will begin to realize the sort of things they have a way of saying to you while you lie still and look up and up, and still up among their branches that seem at night to brush against the stars.”
She let her fancies drift in the leash of his. But again they left the picturesque ancient trees and returned to him. A little smile touched her lips and was gone before he was sure of it; she was thinking that a man like King kept always in his heart something of the simplicity of a little child; she wondered if she herself, though so much younger in actual years, were not worlds more sophisticated. For his part King noted that she displayed to-day none of that chattering, singing gaiety of their former rides together; he remembered, sympathetically, that she had had very little sleep last night, and that she had endured a wearisome twenty-four hours before, and that the long, nervous strain under which she had struggled must certainly have told upon her, both physically and mentally. So, believing that she would be grateful for silence, he grew silent with her.
Further and ever further into the heart of the solitudes they rode through the quiet hours of the forenoon, with Gloria ever more abstracted and Mark King holding apart from her, doing her reverence, drinking always deep of that soft, sweet beauty which was hers. They forsook the creeks where the yellow-leaved aspens fluttered their myriad little gleaming banners; they made slow, zigzag work of climbing a flinty-sided mountain; they looked back upon green meadow and gay poplar grove far below; they galloped their horses across a wide table-land over which shrilled the wind, already sharpened by the season for the work it had to do before many weeks passed. Though there were some few level spaces, though now and then as King sought for her the easier way they rode down short slopes, with every mile put behind them they had climbed perceptibly. Already Gloria had the sensation of being by the world forgotten—though for her the world could not be forgot. A ridge from which they looked out across the peaks and valleys seemed to her like an island, lost, remote, eternally set apart from other people whom she knew, from all her life as she had lived it. She went on and on and felt like one in a dream, journeying into a fierce, rugged land over which lay a spell of enchantment, a spell that had been cast over it before King’s all but immortal trees had burst from the seeds, so that now, while the outside world pulsed and beat with life, and swung back and forth with its pendulous progress, here all was unchanged, changeless.
King led her, well before midday, to the spot in which from the first he had planned that they would noon. A forest pool ringed with boulders, which were green with moss under the splashing of the water from above, where the swaying pines mirrored themselves and shivered in the little breeze which ruffled the clear, cold water. Here was a tiny upland meadow and much rich grass; here a sheltered spot where Gloria might sit in the sun and be protected from the colder air.
He was quick to help her to dismount and noted that she came down stiffly; the eyes which she turned to him were heavy with fatigue; some of the rose flush had faded from her cheeks.
“Maybe I shouldn’t have let you come after all, dear,” he said contritely. “These are harder trails than we’ve ridden before, and we’ve had to keep at it steadier.”
There was an effort in her smile answering him.
“The last two days have been hard to get through with,” she said as she yielded to his insistence and sat down on the sun-warmed pine-needles. “I am sorry I am so—so——”
He did not allow her to run down the elusive word.
“Nonsense,” he told her heartily. “You’ve got a right to be tired. But when you’ve had some hot lunch and a cup of hot coffee you’ll be tip-top again. You’ll see.”
King unsaddled and tethered the horses where they could browse and rest and roll; built his little fire and went about lunch-getting with a joy he had never known in the old accustomed routine before. Now and then he glanced toward Gloria; he could not help that. But he saw that she was lying back, her eyes closed, and while his heart went out to her he did not force his sympathy on her. She was tired and, what was more, she had every right and reason to be tired. He hoped that she might get three winks of sleep. When he came near her for the coffee-pot he tiptoed. She seemed to be asleep.
But Gloria was not asleep. Never had her mind raced so. It was done and she was Mark King’s wife! Higher and higher loomed that fact above all other considerations. But there were other considerations; her father hurt, she did not know how badly; her mother mystified, by now perhaps informed of Gloria’s marriage; Gratton with the poison extracted from his fangs had the fangs still; gold ahead somewhere, in caves where men long ago had laboured and fought and snarled at one another like starving wolves and died; Brodie somewhere, Brodie with the horrible face. She shivered and stirred restlessly, and King, who saw everything, thought that she had dreamed a bad dream. But lunch was ready; he came to her with plate and cup. And again Gloria did her best to smile gratefully.
“You are so good to me, Mark,” she said. Her eyes were thoughtful; would he always be good to her? Even when—but she was too weary to think. It seemed to her that only now was she beginning to feel the effects of all she had been through.
“I want to learn how to be good to you, wife of mine,” he said very gently. “That is all on earth I ask. Just to make you happy.”
“You love me so much, Mark?” she asked, as one who wondered at what she had read in his low voice and glimpsed in his eyes.
“Gloria,” he told her gently, “I don’t understand this thing they call love yet; it is too new, too wonderful. But I do know that in all the world there is nothing else that matters.”
“Not even Gus Ingle’s red, red gold?” she said rather more lightly than she had spoken.
“Not even Gus Ingle’s red, red gold.”
She looked at him long and curiously.
“You would do anything you could to make me happy? Anything, Mark?”
“I pray with all my heart and soul that I always may!”
Gloria seemed to rest through the noon hour and to brighten. When she saw him the second time look at the sun she got up from the ground and said:
“Time to go on? I’m ready. And after that banquet I feel all me again!”
He laughed and went off after the horses, singing at the top of his voice. She stood very still, looking off after him, her brows puckering into a shadowy frown. Oh, if she could only read herself as he allowed her to read him; if she could only be as sure of Gloria as she was of Mark; if she could only look deep into her heart as she looked into his. But she could not! His heart was like the clear pool just yonder across which the sunshine lay and far down in which she could see the stones and pebbles as through so much clear glass; hers was like the rushing stream above, eddying and swirling and hiding itself under its own light spray. All day long she had tried to see what lay under the surface. Did she love Mark King? She had thrilled to him as she had thrilled to no other man; but that had been in the springtime. Twice then she had been sure that she loved him. But that was so long ago. And now that she had allowed him to carry her out of the quicksands? What now? She was so borne down by all that she had lived through; he was so much a part of the mountainous solitudes towering about them. And was she one to love the wilderness—for long? Or did it not begin to bear down upon her uncertain spirit? Did it not menace and frighten and, in the end, would it not repel? Oh, if she had only let him go on alone this morning; if she had remained where she could rest and think and thus come to see clearly, even into her own troubled heart!
Their first hour after lunch led them through a region which, given over to silence itself, denied them any considerable opportunity for conversation. King rode ahead, turning off to the left from their resting-place by the pool, and riding through a sea of grey brush, following a narrow trail made by deer. Then the mountain-side reared its barrier and made all forward and upward progress slow and toilsome. Three times they dismounted and King led the horses; here Gloria clung to the steep mountain-side, looking fearfully down into the monster gorge carved at its base, dwelling with fascinated fancies on the thought of slipping, losing handhold and foothold and plunging down among the jagged boulders strewing the lower levels. There was really no great danger, she told herself over and over; King’s cheery calls reassured her; no danger so long as they went forward on foot. But now and then when a horse’s foot slipped and a wild cascade of loose soil and rocks went hurtling downward, she grew rigid with apprehension.
But there was only an hour of this. Thereafter they rode down a long slope and into a long, narrow, twisting ravine, rocky cliffs on one hand and a noisy stream on the other, a fair trail underfoot. Nearly always now King rode ahead, finding the way for her; and Gloria, her spirits drooping again with the advancing afternoon, vaguely oppressed by the solemn stillness about her, was glad that she too could be silent. When he did call to her she needed only nod or smile; he turned to point out some rare view that appealed to him, a vista worth her seeing, a cascade or a fall of cliff, or a ferny nook, or perhaps a late ceanothus-blossom. He pointed out a scampering Douglas squirrel and had her hearken to a quail.
“We’re already in the finest timber belt in the world,” he told her, full of enthusiastic loyalty to his beloved mountains.
Thus, he leading the way, she following with head down and shoulders drooping, they came about four o’clock to a small meadow, cliff-ringed, studded with big yellow pines and here and there graced with an incense cedar. Stopping in the open, sitting sideways in the saddle, he waited for her.
“And what do you think of this, Miss Gloria?” he called gaily as her horse thrust his black nose through the alders down by the creek.
Gloria drew rein and looked at him with large eyes across the twenty paces separating them.
“I can’t go any further,” she said bleakly. “I’m tired out!”
He was quick to see a gathering of tears, and swung down from his horse and went to her with long strides, his own eyes filled with concern.
“Poor little kidlet,” he said humbly. “I’ve let you do yourself up….”
And it was his duty, his privilege, and no one’s else in the world, to shelter her, to stand between her and all hardship. He put out his arms to take her into them quite as he could have picked up a little maid of six, something stirring in the depths of him which in man is twin to the maternal instinct in woman. But Gloria said hurriedly: “Please, Mark, I am so tired …” and drew back, and he let his hands fall to his side. For a second time her act hurt him; her gesture was akin to locking a door last night. But in a moment, his pity and loyalty and staunch faith in her crowding the small ache out of his heart, he was unrolling a pack, making a temporary couch for her and commanding her lovingly just to lie down and look up at the tree-tops above her, and rest while he staked out the horses. Sensing that perhaps the very bigness and majestic silence of these uplands might rest heavy upon her spirit and perhaps depress if not actually awake in her an emotion akin to fear, he strove to cheer her by his own blithe acceptance of the fortune of the hour. He told her heartily that she had earned a rest if any one ever had; that it was well, after all, to get an early start at pitching camp; that he was going to make his lady-love as cosy here in his big outdoor home as was ever princess in castle walls. Gloria shivered and threw herself face down on the blankets. Gloria did not know what possessed her; she fought for repression, hiding her face from him. Out of a hideously stern world a black spirit had leaped upon her; it clutched at her throat, it dragged at her heart. When King called a cheery word from beyond the thicket where he had gone with the horses, she could have screamed. She was so nervous that now and again a fierce tremor shook her from head to foot.
King was counting it fortunate that they were granted so likely a camp site for the night. He looked up at the tall black cliffs shutting in the little meadow; they would hold back the night winds from Gloria. He chose the spot, well back from the creek, where she would sleep. High overhead, like brooding giants, stood the upright pines. Where a little clump of mere youngsters, lusty fellows not a score of years old, had the air of pressing close together as though thus with their combined strength they sought to match the strength of their aloof parents, a compact grove to make a further shelter against the mountain air, Gloria would sleep. He stretched a strip of canvas from tree to tree, making a five-foot wall of it. Close by he started his fire, knowing from experience oft repeated how a cheery blaze in the forest may dispel shadows within even as it makes the sombrest of shadows dance gaily under the trees; to one side he laid many resinous faggots, planning on their crackling light later on when the dark came. He ringed his fire with rocks, lugging them as heavy as he could carry up from the creek side, making the rudest of fireplaces. But it had the merit that it threw the heat back toward his extended canvas, and there between it would be snug and warm. All about him, as he laboured, was the singing of water and, high in air, the singing of pine tops. They made merry music and King, gone down to the stream to fill his coffee-pot, sang with it from a full, brimming heart. Gloria was tired, but she was resting now. And in a little while, when dark came, he and she would sit by his fire and look into it and talk in hushed voices, hand locked in hand; they would watch for the first of the big blazing stars to come out—he and Gloria, alone in the wilderness.
He saw a trout swinging lazily in a quiet pool. Trout for Gloria! He glanced toward where she lay; he was glad that she was not looking. It would be a surprise for her. He hurried to his kit in his pack, got out hook and line, baited with a tiny bit of red flannel, and went back to the creek. For he knew that it was not likely that the trout here could have had any remembered encounters with man; they were plentiful and might, like many other sorts of beings, be lured to their undoing by curiosity and greed. He cut a willow pole, stood back and cast out his gay bit of bait, letting it drift with the riffles. There came a quick tug, another, sharp and vigorous, and he swung his prize out of the water, breaking the surface into scattering jewels, flashing in the sunlight as it struck against the grass along the creek’s edge.
Dusk gathered while he worked over his fire. The aroma of boiling coffee rose, crept through the air, blended with the aromas of the woods. He had made toast, holding the bread to the coals upon a sharpened stick. There were strips of crisp bacon garnishing a trout browned to the last painstaking turn. There were fried potatoes, cut by King’s pocket-knife into thin strips and turned into gold by the alchemy of cooking. He set out his dishes upon a flat-topped rock, replenished his fire, threw on some fresh-cut green cedar boughs for their delightful fragrance, and went to call Gloria.
Gloria, too tired bodily and mentally to wage a winning battle against those black vapours which flock so frequently about luckless youth, had suffered and yielded and gone down in misery. She had been crying, just why she knew not; crying because she could not help it. Hers was a state of overwrought nerves which forbade clear thinking, which distorted and warped and magnified. The babble of the water which had been music to King was to her a chorus of jeering voices; the wind in the pines an eerie moaning as of lost spirits wailing; the trees themselves, merging with the dusk, were brooding, shadowy giant things which she suddenly both feared and hated; the cliffs rising against the sky loomed so near and so gigantically tall that she felt as though they were pressing in upon her to suffocate her, to crush her, to annihilate her. The world was turning black with the night; the night rushed, treading out the last gleam of sunlight; even the one star which she had glimpsed through her tears impressed her only with its remoteness. She was frightened; not because of any physical violence, for Mark King stood between her and that. But of vague horrors. She thought of San Francisco; of her own bright room there; of the lights in the streets, of pedestrians and motors and street-cars filling that other steel-cañoned wilderness with familiar noises. And somehow, San Francisco seemed further away, immeasurably further away, than that one remote star blazing through the vastness of space.
“A cup of coffee and a bit of supper,” King said gently. “You’ll feel a lot better.”
She rose wearily and followed him. Without a word she dropped down beside his banquet, putting out a listless hand to her tin cup. The firelight upon her face showed him her thoughtful eyes; but they were turned not toward him but toward the bed of coals. He had anticipated her lively surprise at the trout; she pushed the brown morsel aside, saying absently:
“I am not hungry. It was good of you to go to all of this trouble. I am afraid I am not much of a camper.” She forced the shadow of a smile with the admission.
“Tuckered out,” he thought as he looked into her face across which light and shadow flickered as flame and smoke in the camp-fire came and went fitfully, twisted by the evening breeze. “Clean tuckered out.”
Gloria, feeling his gaze so steady upon her, turned her eyes toward his, eyes heavy and sober with her drooping spirit. As the flames frolicked about the pitch-pine he had tossed to the coals, he saw the traces of tears. He said nothing, supposing that he understood; he but strove the harder to be good to her, to share with her some of that rare joy filling his own heart. He sought with unobtrusive tenderness to anticipate her slightest want; he jumped to his feet and brought her a cup of water; he shoved aside a burning branch which rolled impudently too near the divine foot; he removed the offending fish from under her nostrils hastily and half apologetically; he piled the fire high when he saw her shiver. And finally when she pushed her cup away and let her two hands drop into her lap he gathered the dishes and carried them away to the nearest pool to wash them, leaving Gloria silent and thoughtful, brooding over his fire.
When he came back to her in the hush of the first hour of night, he thought that he understood her need for silence, and spoke only infrequently and briefly, and very, very softly, calling her attention now to the last lingering light upon the piney ridge behind them or to the liquid music of the creek, which, with the coming of night, seemed to grow clearer and finer and sweeter, or finally to the big star burning gloriously in the perfect deep-blue sky.
“And now,” he said, taking up his short-handled axe, “I am going to make for my lady-love the finest couch for tranquil, restful sleep that mortal ever had.”
As he strode away toward a grove of firs he was lost to her eyes before he had gone a hundred paces. The night came so swiftly it seemed to her feverish fancies that in the dark the big tree trunks were huddling closer together. In a moment she heard the sound of his axe, striking softly through green juicy branches. He worked swiftly, grudging every minute away from her. And then, with his arms full of the fragrant, balsamy boughs, he stopped and let them slip down to the ground and himself sat down upon a log and filled his pipe with slow fingers. He’d force himself to smoke one pipe before he went back to her, thinking that she would be grateful for a few moments alone.
Almost with the first puff of smoke there came to him Gloria’s piercing scream. His heart stopping, he jumped up and ran through the trees to her, shouting: “Gloria I Gloria! I’m coming. What is it?”
Gloria was cowering against the nearest tree, her face showing frightened in the firelight, her eyes wide with nervous horror.
“There is something there … in the bushes!” she cried excitedly. “I heard it moving….”
He looked where she pointed. Down by the creek, just waddling back into the alders, was a fat old porcupine, dimly seen in the fringe of the camp-fire. But King did not laugh. His first impulse upon him, strengthened by Gloria’s helplessness, he took her into his arms, holding her close to him.
“Why did you leave me?” asked Gloria petulantly. “So long.”
He had been away from her fifteen minutes while he cut an armful of fir-boughs, and thereafter filled and lighted his pipe—and to Gloria the time had seemed long! Little enough of love’s confession, surely, but a golden crumb to a man’s starving love. He drew her closer; their faces, ruddy with fire-glow, each tense with its own emotion, were close together.
“Oh!” cried Gloria. She wrenched away from him violently. “You—you hurt me. Let me go!” She buried her face in her hands; he saw her shoulders lift and droop; he heard her sob: “Oh, I was a fool——”
His arms had dropped to his sides and he stood for a moment speechless, staring at her as across a chasm shadow-filled.
“Gloria,” he said, bewildered.
But now her hands, too, were at her sides, clenched and nervous; her white face was lifted and she broke out passionately into hot words; he saw her breast heaving and sensed that she was stirred to depths never until now plumbed. What he could not glimpse were the vague, unreasonable reasons, the distorted horrors grinning at her among the spaces of black gloom into which her spirit had sunk; had he been a fancy-sick poet, a pale-blooded creature given to blue devils and nightmare conjecture, he might have come somewhere near an understanding. But being plain Mark King, a straightforward, healthy, and unjaundiced man, his comprehension found never a clue to a condition which in Gloria was hardly other than an inevitable result of all that had gone before.
“I was half-mad last night,” she panted. “There was no way to turn. That beast of a man drove me to desperation. Then you came, and—and——Oh, I wish that I were dead!”
Incredulous, amazed, near stupefied, he stood rooted to the ground.
“I don’t understand,” he said dully after a long silence broken only by a tumble and frolic of the water and Gloria’s quick, hard breathing. He strove to be very gentle with her. “Just what is it? Can you tell me, dear?”
“Don’t call me dear … like that,” she cried sharply. “Just as though I were your … property.” He saw the roundness of her eyes. She shuddered. “You knew that I was driven to it, to save my name, to stop hideous gossip….”
In her disordered mind she had been flung, as upon shoals, to many bleak points of view; she had blamed fate for her undoing, she had blamed Gratton, she had laid the responsibility upon her mother for having allowed her to drift; but always she had looked upon herself as the victim. Now, in her agitation, which had risen close to hysteria, it was suddenly Mark King whom she blamed for everything; he, in the guise of fate, had betrayed her!
“You saw that I was half dead with terror; that I hardly knew what I was doing; that all I could think of was escape from the horrible trap that had been set for me; you——”
“So that was it?” But still his tone was utterly devoid of any emotion save that of incredulity. “You mean you didn’t love me, Gloria?”
“When did you ever ask me if I loved you?”
“But you … you married me…. Great God!” He ran his hand across his brow as though to brush away an obsession. “Not loving me, you married me just to save yourself from possible scandal?”
“What girl wouldn’t?” she cried wildly. “Driven as I was?”
He tried to think with all of that calm deliberation which this moment so plainly required. In mind he went back stage by stage through all of last night’s events. And so he came in retrospect in due time to the moment when he had come to the porch and had looked in through the window to take his last farewell of her; when he had seen her standing at Gratton’s side. She had drooped so like a figure of despondency; she had lifted her head slowly at the “judge’s” question. And then there had occurred that sudden change in her bearing and in her voice alike, when abruptly she had cried out: “No. No and no and no!”
“Tell me,” said King heavily, “when you refused to marry Gratton last night—did you know that I was outside?”
“Yes,” she answered. She wondered why he asked. “There was a mirror; I saw your reflection in it.”
“If I had not come—would you have gone on with the thing?” He hesitated, then said harshly: “Would you have married him?”
“I don’t know. Oh,” she exclaimed, twisting at her hands, “how can I tell what I would have done? driven one way, torn another——”
“You might have married him? You but chose me as the lesser of two evils? Was that it?”
“I tell you I don’t know! I only know that I was hideously compromised; I would never have dared show my face again in San Francisco—anywhere—it would have killed me——”
And even yet there was in King’s face only a queer tortured incredulity. For a long time neither moved nor spoke. His eyes were on her, hers intently on him. When he answered it was in a voice from which all of to-day’s joyousness had fled.
“I’m going to make your bed, Gloria,” he said evenly. “Near the fire, which I’ll keep going. I’ll make mine on the outside, so you need not be afraid of any prowling animal. Then in the morning we will talk.”
She watched him go back for his scattered fir-boughs. And even Gloria noted how heavy was his walk. But she could not guess how when he was alone with his trees, and the darkness dropped curtainwise between him and her he went down on both knees and buried his face in one of those same fallen sprays from the fir.