Chapter X Aunt Love’s Intercession
When Van Tassel saw Blitzen describe an arc which had its beginning at the kitchen door and its vanishing point in a snowdrift, the spontaneous laugh which burst from him sounded strangely in his own ears. It was the first time he had laughed in such fashion since that October day when Page’s cable messages had found him in Berlin.
He had been wondering, as he stood there by Miss Berry’s small-paned window, whether Aunt Love’s prattle on the way home from church had been for the express purpose of diverting him. He could not connect even that extent of diplomacy with this friend of two of his childhood’s summers; but supposing her anecdotes to have had that purpose, they had been successful. Jack felt content to be here. The cold pure blankness of this outside world, the absence of all necessity for exertion or assumption of an interest he did not feel, were surpassingly restful.
He had known that a merry Christmas was not for him, and had shrunk from either joining in or appearing to avoid the festivities of his Boston friends; hence the idea of this postponed visit had come to him as a deliverance, and been suddenly acted upon.
When Aunt Love finally presented herself again, smiling, red-cheeked, and minus the apron, Jack found it awoke in him something like the appetite of olden days to be led into the dining-room where a tempting meal was spread.
The hostess heroically refrained from apologies concerning a certain dryness of those twice-heated chickens, since it might be hazardous to open the subject; and the cream gravy generously provided, with the delicate mashed potato, hot biscuit, brandied peaches, and other adjuncts of the impromptu meal, were delicious enough to divert the attention of even the hypercritical from complaint. A couple of mince pies, the mates to those in Miss Getchell’s possession, and cups of golden coffee with Alderney cream, finished a dinner calculated to put a misanthrope into good humor, provided his pessimism did not arise from a poor digestion.
It was a pleasure in itself to Jack to see what pleasure his presence gave. He had been most kindly and tactfully treated in the Page home; but they were too conscious there of his sorrow, too comprehensive of his state of mind. Aunt Love was jolly. She was so entirely absorbed in the pleasant responsibility of making her guest materially comfortable, that she seemed to have no room at present for other thought; and her own wholesome appetite was infectious. She talked of summers long past, and evaded all reference to recent events. Jack ate a hearty dinner, and as Miss Berry watched him sitting opposite, leisurely drinking and appreciating her coffee, she felt wrapped in an atmosphere of content.
“You are going to let me help you clear this all away and wash the dishes?” said Jack, as he finished.
His hostess laughed deprecatingly, looking at the hand with which he raised his cup to his lips. She had been admiring the slender links in his immaculate cuffs all through the dinner. There was a facet-like cutting in their gold that gave them a glisten which attracted her.
“No. We’re both of us too much dressed up to wash dishes,” she remarked. “I don’t care if they ain’t done for a week, Mr. Jack. I’m goin’ to enjoy myself with you, this afternoon. You make yourself at home in any part o’ the house but the kitchen for twenty minutes, and then I’ll sit down with you. I guess you haven’t forgotten your way ’round.”
Jack regarded her with serious brown eyes. “Are there any moths in your sitting-room carpet, Aunt Love?” he asked.
Miss Berry looked amazement, and even a little anxiety lest her young friend’s brain had received more of a shock than she realized. “What makes you ask that?” she demanded, being careful to speak gently.
“I know a sovereign remedy, that’s all.”
“I did, one time, have some trouble with that carpet,” said Miss Berry doubtfully, “but pepper’s good; I used that. Camphor, too.”
“Tobacco is excellent,” declared Van Tassel, looking pensively into the depths of his coffee cup.
A light of comprehension broke over Miss Berry’s face.
“Mr. Jack, do you smoke!” she exclaimed reproachfully. “Do you shut those shiny white teeth o’ yours on an old pipe-stem! Oh, there never ought a cigar to go into your mouth, never in the world. Do you smoke?”
“Well—on Fourth of July’s, and New Years, and Christmas, and—birthdays, I do sometimes celebrate, and I thought if you wanted the moths kept out of your carpet— One thing really, Aunt Love, if cigar smoke is disagreeable to you, you ought to have told me before betraying me into such a dinner.”
“It isn’t any more disagreeable to me than it is to any other woman of good principles,” returned Miss Berry firmly. “’T isn’t a question o’ that. I can show you statistics, Mr. Jack.”
“Yes, I have seen statistics,” he answered, mildly. “You haven’t time to look them up just now, and I think I’ll walk out of doors a while and discuss the movement cure with Blitzen, and ask him what part of the chicken he’ll take.”
“No, no, Mr. Jack. There ain’t enough paths shoveled to make it pleasant to go out around the house. I let Obed go just as soon as he’d done what was absolutely necessary this mornin’. ’T ain’t that a cigar’s unpleasant to my nose. It’s my principles it hurts; but ’t ain’t so bad if you only smoke one for an occasional recreation. Remember you can’t suit me except by makin’ yourself entirely at home;” and the hospitable woman arose from the table. “If you don’t smoke now in the sittin’-room, I shall feel bad.”
So Van Tassel went back to his window and sent a few rings of fragrant smoke into the air before putting on his hat and sallying down the garden path. He had not finished his cigar before he heard himself called.
Miss Berry was standing in the open door, beckoning to him. “Time’s up,” she said, smiling.
Jack smiled back and held up the cigar explanatorily.
“I know all about that. Come in. It’s a good smellin’ one,” she added, as her guest obediently returned to the piazza. “If folks would burn a few leaves o’ tobacco like that occasionally, it would be agreeable enough, some like incense; but it’s a pity to have it at the cost of a man’s poisonin’ his lungs.”
Van Tassel followed her back to the sitting-room, where he took the armchair she had arranged for him, and smiled to see that one of the white and gold China saucers had even been sacrificed to receive the ashes of that disapproved cigar.
He thanked her and took from his pocket a little dark velvet box. “Here is something I brought you as a Christmas gift, Aunt Love. I had to get it in a hurry last night and I don’t feel sure that it will please you.”
Miss Berry opened the case and gazed at a hatpin of onyx set with a conventional design of pearls.
“It’s good enough for an empress!” she exclaimed in ingenuous delight. “Why, you’re too good, Mr. Jack. I’m just gettin’ spoiled this Christmas. I got another present out o’ the post-office last night,” and Miss Lovina took from her pocket another and smaller box which she put into Jack’s hand. “Velvet too, you see,” she said, beaming, “and more precious yet inside, just like yours.”
Jack opened the case and found a gold thimble.
“And it’s big enough for me,” announced the happy owner triumphantly; “I didn’t know as gold ones grew big enough for workin’ hands like mine: but you wouldn’t catch Mrs. Van Tassel givin’ anybody a thing they couldn’t use.”
Jack’s head was bent above the bauble. “Oh, it is from her?”
“Yes,” answered Aunt Love, recalled by his tone from her heedless flight of enthusiasm. “This pin will always make me vain and happy,” she added, “and I thank you from my heart, Mr. Jack, for thinkin’ about me.”
“You have been an important person in my thoughts this fall,” said the young man, as he handed her the thimble, “for you can tell me of my father.”
Jack looked thoughtfully at his cigar, and Aunt Love, from her neighboring chair, looked at him.
“I will tell you,” she said, after waiting a moment to see if her guest wished to proceed. “I will tell you everything I can. Do you want to ask me questions, or shall I just talk to you a little?”
“I want to know just how ill he was through the summer. I was deliberately kept in the dark.”
Miss Berry was alert to perceive the resentment in the quiet tone.
“He wasn’t ill at all. Not so to say real sick,” she replied. “His head didn’t feel quite right after that light shock he got in the spring, and he thought he was takin’ every precaution by comin’ out of all the excitement of his busy life, right to this farm. The doctor said it was just the best thing he could do; and Mrs. Van Tassel”—
“Then he was not confined to his bed here?”
“No, indeed. Not a day. He had a steamer chair out under the big elm, and it never seemed to fret him a bit to be idle; and his wife”—
“He used to write me from under that tree,” said Jack thickly.
“Yes, indeed he did; and he liked to be read to, and to play backgammon; and whenever Mrs. Van Tassel”—
“I ought to have been here to wait on him. What I was cheated out of!”
“But, Mr. Jack,” Miss Berry spoke pleadingly, “you was trampin’ through Switzerland, and just havin’ the best time of all. Your father used to have guide-books and atlases, and follow up what you were doin’ every day. Why, he entered into it, and enjoyed it just as if it was himself. He didn’t know, and Mrs. Van Tassel didn’t know, that there wasn’t many another summer comin’.”
“It makes it especially hard,” said Jack, still staring at the forgotten cigar, dropped now into the saucer, “that I had been away from him four years already. The past summer is the one I should have spent with him. It seems as though the regret and the loss could never be forgotten. There never was such a father as mine.” The speaker’s features worked convulsively an instant. “The world is only a big, barren desert, without him, and I might have had all those months. I might”—
Aunt Love used to feel an especial tenderness for Jack when she tucked him into bed at night, because he had no mother to do it for him, and she had often kissed the child after he was asleep, for the same reason. Now his pale face in its pain and effort at self-mastery appealed to her irresistibly. In a moment she had slipped her arm around his shoulders, and with her other hand drawn his head gently against her breast.
“I know you’ve been hurt awful bad, dear heart,” she said, tears running down her own cheeks, as she softly patted his hair.
For Jack, he did not stop to be astonished. It was too comforting to have the barriers of his self-restraint forcibly broken down. From the time when furtive bitter drops had added to the ocean’s brine, as he meditated at evening on board the home-coming ship in cold November, no loving human soul had dared till now to take his grief into full companionship. Aunt Love’s primitive, spontaneous method worked well. It seemed the most natural thing in the world to her that he should weep in her embrace, on the ample bosom of her black silk gown; and who shall say what a comfort it was to Jack, with no spectators but the haircloth chairs and sofa, to be held close in loving arms after weeks of lonely, speechless heartache under a conventional exterior.
“You are very good to me,” he said at last, and though he leaned back in his chair, he continued to hold one of Aunt Love’s plump hands as though she were a sort of anchor which he could not let go all at once.
“And now you’ve got to be patient with me just a minute, dear boy,” said his companion, “and listen to something you won’t like to hear, perhaps. My conscience wouldn’t rest easy unless I told you a little about your father’s wife.”
“I know her,” said Jack. “I don’t want you to think I doubt her kindness to him. I am jealous of her. That is all.”
“Kindness ain’t just the word,” persisted Aunt Love. “I can imagine your father livin’ through such a summer as last was, and havin’ a pretty weary time of it, cut off from so much that had made his life before. Now I just want you to picture this young woman, a pretty, girlish critter that had seen trouble enough to make her low-spirited if she’d had a mind to be, just studyin’ to make the days pleasant for him. She was cheerful in just such a stiddy way as a brook is; not much noise about it, but always right there, singin’ if so be you want it. She played games with your dear father, or she read to him, or she waited on him, or she just set and sewed and let him look at her, whichever happened to suit his mood; and he bein’ always thoughtful and tender of her, ’twas just a pleasure to see ’em together. She hunted up maps and articles about places you was travelin’, and from sunrise till sunset she just had one idea, and that was whether anything could make Mr. Van Tassel any more comfortable than he was. He was a happy man in spite of the new weakness which might have made him miserable. Ain’t that somethin’ for you to remember when you think of the woman that bears his name? You know some kinds o’ clover brings the person that finds it good luck. I often used to think o’ that as I watched ’em together, and I thought your father had found one of the best sort. It’s a good name for her. Clover’s just like her, unpretendin’ and sweet, whether it’s red or white; always cheerful and innocent, distillin’ honey for mankind.” Miss Berry paused a minute before she went on: “The word father means a great deal to you, Mr. Jack. It was the heavenly Father that gave that lovely companion to soothe Mr. Van Tassel’s last days; and the same all-lovin’ Father has permitted a great blow to fall upon you; but the Holy One whose birthday we are keepin’ to-day said that in this world we must have tribulation, and He told us, too, be of good cheer. The Saviour did overcome the world; there is a heaven, your father has gone to it, and you and I are both bound for it. It’s the main concern we’ve got in life to get ready for it. Let your sorrow help you along, Mr. Jack, and don’t shut anybody out o’ your generous heart, least of all the woman I’ve been talkin’ about.”
Van Tassel took an eight o’clock train back to Boston that night. He walked to the station with a lighter step than the one that had carried him from it. Some subtle influence had softened him; some poisoned rankling dart had been drawn away. A crescent moon hung in the sky. The quiet snowclad village suggested more than ever the idea of a Christmas picture, and the song that the angels once sang, as they floated through the starry heavens, seemed now to fall like a benediction from above: “Peace on earth, good will to men.”