Sonnet X To Honora Sneyd
Honora, shou’d that cruel time arrive
When ’gainst my truth thou should’st my errors poize,
Scorning remembrance of our vanish’d joys;
When for the love-warm looks, in which I live,
But cold respect must greet me, that shall give
No tender glance, no kind regretful sighs;
When thou shalt pass me with averted eyes,
Feigning thou see’st me not, to sting, and grieve,
And sicken my sad heart, I cou’d not bear
Such dire eclipse of thy soul-cheering rays;
I cou’d not learn my struggling heart to tear
From thy lov’d form, that thro’ my memory strays;
Nor in the pale horizon of Despair
Endure the wintry and the darken’d days.
April 1773.