Chapter VII Elsa Drives the Nail Home
And toward such a full or complete life, a life of various yet select sensation, the most direct and effective auxiliary must be, in a word, Insight.—MARIUS THE EPICUREAN.
When Elsa came to clear away Mr. Wycherly’s breakfast next morning she shut the door carefully behind her and stumped—never had woman a heavier foot than Elsa—across to his writing-table, where she stood facing him in silence.
Mr. Wycherly was, as usual, bent over a book, and the book was Roger Ascham’s “Schoolmaster.” It was his habit ever since he had begun to teach Montagu to read therein for a few minutes every morning that he might start the lessons for the day in a frame of mind “fresh and serenely disposed.”
When Elsa planted herself full in his view he had just reached the sentence describing the sixth virtue in a scholar: “He that is naturally bold to ask any question,” and was smiling to himself in the thought that both his pupil and the small Edmund fulfilled this condition to the very letter, when he looked up and saw Elsa.
“Sir,” said Elsa, “do ye not want an account of your money?”
“No, Elsa,” Mr. Wycherly answered, smiling still, although a little startled by the interruption, “not in the least. I probably should not understand it if you gave it to me. Do you want any more? Because, if so, I have some for you.” And Mr. Wycherly made as if to open one of the drawers of his table.
“Stop!” Elsa exclaimed, “I’ve five pound yet, but I’m fear’d. I’d rather you had it back.”
“But why?” Mr. Wycherly asked. “There must be many expenses, many extra expenses since the children came——”
“When the bairnies came,” said Elsa, looking severely at Mr. Wycherly, “you gave me three ten-pound notes, and ever since I’ve been deceiving the mistress. Twenty-five pounds have I spent in groceries and odds and ends, and she so surprised—like that the bairns didna’ mak’ so great a difference—and I just daurna gae on. I’m fear’d. If she was ever to ken—and she’s that gleg in the uptak, she’ll ken somehow, an’ it’s me she’ll blame, and no you.”
Elsa’s voice broke. The favour of her mistress was very precious to her, and as yet she could not feel that Miss Esperance had quite forgiven her for her indiscretion of the night before. Mr. Wycherly had obtained quite a large sum of money for the valuable books he sold when he and Miss Esperance went to fetch the children, and on their return he had given thirty pounds to Elsa, bidding her get any extras that might be necessary, without troubling her mistress. At the time Elsa had taken the money willingly enough, for she felt that it would be more usefully expended in her hands than if Mr. Wycherly kept it. “He’ll just waste it on some haver of a bit book,” she said to herself, and salved her conscience with this reflection; and it had, undoubtedly, tided the little household over a difficult time. But now, she felt, this cooking of the household books could not go on. It must come to an end with the money, and her mistress would wonder why, all at once, the weekly expenses had increased so mightily. Searching inquiries would be made. Elsa knew that she could not lie to Miss Esperance, and she came to the conclusion that as the money was his, it would be better that Mr. Wycherly should make the necessary explanation and bear the blame. She would be his accomplice in this innocent deception no longer.
Therefore did she take from her pocket a screw of paper which she unfolded, displaying the five sovereigns wrapped in it, and laid them down on Mr. Wycherly’s desk in a row.
“I can give an account for every penny of the twenty-five pound,” said Elsa, turning away from the table, “and you maun just tell her the truth—sir. The tradesman’s books’ll be gey and big this week,” she added, significantly.
Mr. Wycherly leant back in his chair and gazed helplessly at Elsa, who was now removing his breakfast things with her customary clatter. She would not meet his eye, for an uneasy feeling that she had “gone back on him” to a certain extent, disturbed her, and she was more than usually unapproachable in consequence.
She had finished clearing the table and was about to depart with the tray when Mr. Wycherly spoke: “Elsa,” he said, “you had better take this money and use it as you did the other. You are quite right that Miss Esperance must know. It is an impertinence on our part to do anything without her knowledge: but I hope—I sincerely hope that in the future Miss Esperance will permit me to act as guardian to her great-nephews in more than name; that she will give me the right to take my share—in whatever may be necessary. But be reassured as to this, Elsa, I will not allow you to be blamed for what, after all, was wholly my fault: a grievous fault in taste, I confess: but it was done hastily, and, to be quite candid, I had wholly forgotten the circumstance until you very properly reminded me of it.”
Mr. Wycherly spoke earnestly, and while he was talking Elsa had laid down the tray again on the centre table. She made no answer to this unusually long speech from him, but stood with her hard old face set like a flint, wholly expressionless, till she remarked suddenly and irrelevantly: “Could you tak’ your breakfast at eight o’clock instead o’ nine, sir?”
“Certainly,” Mr. Wycherly replied, rather astonished at this abrupt, change of subject, “if you will be kind enough to call me rather earlier. Those little people wake me in excellent time.”
“Would you let the mistress come here to her breakfast wi’ you?”
Mr. Wycherly rose to his feet. “Do you think Miss Esperance would so far honour me, Elsa?”
Elsa and Mr. Wycherly stood looking at one another across the room. Suddenly she bent her eyes upon the carpet and spoke in a low, monotonous voice.
“Sir,” she said, “it’s like this. The mistress never gets a proper breakfast for those wee bairns——”
“I can well believe that,” Mr. Wycherly interrupted.
“Now if you, sir” (it was surprising how fluently the ‘sir’ came to Elsa just then), “would just say that you’d like your breakfast a wee thing sooner in the morning and would ask the mistress, would she no have hers wi’ you for the company. Then me an’ Robina’ll see that the wee boys has theirs. Don’t you think, sir, you’d eat more yersel’, if ye was no read—readin’ a’ the time? If ye’d just tell the mistress that? It’s dull-like, isn’t it, to eat yer lane?”
Elsa picked up her tray and hastened from the room, feeling that do as she would, she and Mr. Wycherly were doomed to be fellow-conspirators.
The sun came out and shone on the five sovereigns lying on the writing-table, and Montagu, at that moment coming in to his lessons, spied them.
“What a lot of money!” he exclaimed. “What are you going to do with it?”
“I hope,” said Mr. Wycherly, quite gaily, “that I am going to buy large pieces of happiness with it.”
“Can you buy happiness?” Montagu asked wonderingly, ever desirous to search out any doubt.
“No,” Mr. Wycherly said decidedly, “not the best kinds, but it sometimes happens that one can buy useful things that help—to a certain degree—in obtaining happiness: and it is those useful things I hope to buy.”
“Useful things,” Montagu repeated in a disappointed tone, “like pinafores? Those sort of things wouldn’t make me happy.” Montagu loathed the blue pinafores enforced by Miss Esperance, and considered it a degradation to wear one.
“I’m not sure that I shall buy pinafores,” said Mr. Wycherly; “they are not the only useful things in the world.”
“Useful things are always dull,” Montagu persisted.
“On the contrary,” Mr. Wycherly replied, “useful things are sometimes full of the most exquisite romance.”
That day early after lunch he called upon Lady Alicia Carruthers. She was at home and alone, and he stayed with her nearly all the afternoon. Lady Alicia would not let him go till he had had a cup of tea, and this marked an epoch in the life of Mr. Wycherly at Remote, for it was the first time he had broken bread in a neighbour’s house.
Shortly after this he astonished his relatives by suddenly demanding entire control of his property. He sent for the family lawyer, a certain Mr. Woodhouse, and went into his affairs with a thoroughness and an amount of legal acumen that quite amazed that worthy man.
Mr. Wycherly’s brothers were by no means pleased. For many years—ever since he had, much against their will, and in direct opposition to the advice and warnings showered upon him, resigned his fellowship and withdrawn himself finally from the scene of all his former interests—he had been well content to spend about half his little income while the remainder accumulated under their careful stewardship, presumably for their benefit and that of their children. He had asked no questions and appeared, as indeed he was, quite contented with the arrangement. So entirely had he accepted existing conditions, that when he wanted money in a hurry, in order to see that Miss Esperance and the children should make the journey in decent comfort, he had sold his most precious books instead of telegraphing to his solicitor.
But with the advent of Archie’s children Mr. Wycherly was completely shaken out of his groove. His humble desire to hide his shame from the eyes of men (for to him, even in times when occasional excess was regarded by the majority less severely than it is now, it meant disgrace and dishonour) gave way to the more ardent desire that these boys might take their place in the world he had left; see, and be seen, and, if possible, seize all the opportunities that he himself had thrown away.
Mr. Woodhouse had travelled all the way from Shrewsbury to Edinburgh to confer with Mr. Wycherly, and he stayed with Lady Alicia, for the public house at Burnhead was of a very humble order, having no bedroom to offer to the wayfaring stranger. Like many other people, he had fallen under the charm of Miss Esperance, and he not only acquiesced, but positively encouraged Mr. Wycherly in all his plans for the disposal of his property. It is quite possible that he was not sorry to see his other clients of that name disappointed. “They’ve kept him short all these years, when they had no earthly right to, just because he and the old lady are as unworldly as a pair of babies—and now, after all their scheming and saving, the whole of that money will go to benefit her relations,” said Mr. Woodhouse to Lady Alicia, with a chuckle. “It’s poetic justice, that’s what I call it.”
Mr. Woodhouse was standing on the hearthrug warming his coat-tails. He had returned for the night from Remote, and was quite prepared to enjoy a comfortable chat with Lady Alicia and her pretty daughter, Margaret, who were sitting by the fire knitting diligently.
“Do you happen to know?” asked Lady Alicia, who had never dared ask the question of Miss Esperance, “what caused the—er—mental break-down, that made Mr. Wycherly leave Oxford?”
The keen eyes under the bushy eyebrows twinkled with amusement as Mr. Woodhouse surveyed his hostess, who was, he very well knew, devoured by curiosity.
“I’ve never really heard the rights of it,” he said cautiously, “but from what I have heard I should gather that it was, as usual, saving your presence, my dear young lady, a woman who was at the bottom of the mischief.”
“Oh!” exclaimed pretty Margaret, “how very sad. Did she die?”
“She was,” said Mr. Woodhouse, gazing into the gracious, pitiful young face uplifted to his, “a hard, scheming woman, beautiful, of course, not over young; in fact, I think she was older than he was. He, then, was considered the handsomest man in Oxford, very distinguished, you know, with his white hair and young face, all the Wycherlys go gray very early. At that time there seemed no honour in the university to which he might not aspire. He was popular in society——”
“He has the most beautiful manners,” Lady Alicia remarked, laying down her knitting and preparing to enjoy herself.
“He had then. In fact, in Oxford he was looked upon as a very brilliant and rising young man; and the fact that he had some private means made it possible for him to go into Society, with a big ‘S,’ rather more than is usual in such cases.”
“I always felt,” said Lady Alicia, bridling, “that he had at some time or another belonged to the great world. But what of the lady?”
“She came down for Commemoration Week; stayed, I think, with the Dean of Christ Church, and made a dead set at Wycherly. He went down before her like a ninepin, and they were engaged, and there was ‘a marriage arranged to take place,’ before the week was out.”
“Why didn’t it take place?” asked pretty Margaret eagerly.
“Because, my dear young lady, the lady in question happened to fascinate a richer man just a week before the wedding day, and poor Wycherly discovered the whole affair in some fashion that was a very great shock to him. The only thing he was ever heard to say about it was that it hurt him rather to hear of her marriage to the other man while he was still under the impression that she was engaged to him.”
“She wasn’t worth grieving over,” Lady Alicia cried indignantly.
“Poor Mr. Wycherly!” pretty Margaret said softly. “And he is so kind and gentle always.”
“I hope her marriage turned out badly,” said Lady Alicia vindictively.
“Your ladyship’s pious hope was amply fulfilled,” Mr. Woodhouse replied.
“Won’t you tell us who she was?” Lady Alicia demanded in honeyed tones.
“Alas, dear Lady Alicia, that I must not do. She is dead—de mortuis nil nisi bonum, you know—may she rest in peace!”
Lady Alicia folded up her knitting. “In that case,” she said somewhat abruptly, “we must not keep you out of your bed any longer, you have had a tiring day.”
“Is he quite capable of managing his own affairs?” Mr. Wycherly’s brothers eagerly asked Mr. Woodhouse on his return some three days later.
“Perfectly capable,” answered that gentleman decidedly. “Indeed, he shows quite remarkable business capacity, considering how long it is since he has undertaken anything of the kind. It’s a thousand pities he resigned his fellowship. I would not advise you to attempt any sort of interference with him—for, however reluctant I might be to give evidence as to the impropriety of such a course, I should be obliged in common honesty to do so. It was certainly Quixotic to resign his fellowship when he did, but it could not be brought up as a proof of mental incapacity at this time of day.”
Mr. Wycherly’s brothers did not fail to remind him at this juncture that, had he listened to them, he would still be enjoying the income of his fellowship. “No one,” they had reiterated, “could take it from him while he lived. Once a fellow, always a fellow—a fellowship was a freehold, and what did it matter to the authorities in Oxford what he did north of the Tweed?”
But Mr. Wycherly had loved his college too dearly to bring shame upon her, and if he could not serve, neither would he accept wage. And now that he had every reason to wish that his income was larger, it was the one step in all the inglorious past that he did not regret.
Through the family solicitor he demanded an account of all monies belonging to himself: explaining with the utmost clearness that he intended to educate both Montagu and Edmund “as befitted their position in life,” that he wished to adopt both of them, and that, with their aunt’s consent, the elder of the two was to take his name, and inherit whatever he could leave him.
“It won’t be much,” he said to Mr. Woodhouse, when he was discussing ways and means with him, “for I intend Montagu to go to Winchester and New College, and of course Edmund, should he go into the navy, will need a considerable allowance for years to come. But whatever there is, that they are to have, and, above all, I beg you to make it perfectly clear to Miss Esperance that she need be under no apprehension as to their future.”
For the sake of “Archie’s boys” Mr. Wycherly even bethought him of old friends from whose kindly questioning eyes he would fain have hidden. Insensibly, too, he accustomed himself to dwell fondly upon the past, that pleasant past once so full of success, of dignity, and of the intellectual honours so dear to him; that happy time preceding those dark years of weakness and shame and mental degradation.
Thus he found himself telling Montagu all about William of Wykeham of pious memory: of the “Founder’s Crozier” and the “Great West Window,” and of the Warden’s library at New College where they keep the Founder’s Jewel. Day by day Montagu would revert to these entrancing topics till Oxford rivalled even Troy in his affections, and the knowledge that he himself was destined one day to go and live in this wonderful place gave an even greater zeal to his studies than before.
Moreover, pictures of this same Oxford were found in boxes stored away, and were brought forth and, at Montagu’s request, hung up, till what with books and what with engravings there was hardly an inch of drab-coloured wall to be seen.
As to the matter of breakfast—Elsa was so piteous in her account of how that meal was neglected by Mr. Wycherly, and he proclaimed his loneliness in such moving terms, that Miss Esperance came to the conclusion that he was really far more in need of her supervision than the little boys, and it ended in their breakfasting together in his room at eight o’clock, and Mr. Wycherly, on the morning that initiated this new arrangement, was as nervous and excited as an undergraduate who expects “ladies to lunch” in his rooms for the first time.