Chapter XV Santa Claus and Clothes
Garth woke to a blissful Christmas morning.
The end of his bed gave ample proof that his father’s dismal forebodings about Santa Claus had not been needed: a bulky stocking, with strange hollows and protuberances, ornamented one post and yielded such treasures as a new bridle, a pair of leather leggings, and a stockwhip, with other offerings showing clearly that the saint fully realized that this particular boy had moved from the city. That was good: and good it was, on his way to his bath, to meet Bran, resplendent in a new collar. But when an enormous bundle on his chair at breakfast-time revealed the very desire of his heart, a dainty, light saddle, Garth was speechless. He could only hug his father and mother again and again, and feel the saddle lovingly, and smile at them in a silence that they quite understood.
Aileen was smiling, too, at what she found on her plate: books and music, a very new aluminium saucepan, a soap-saver for the kitchen, and, tucked away under the rest, a little brooch within which a black opal gleamed mysteriously, full of dark fire. Aileen loved black opals: but she regarded them as belonging to the old times when evening dress and balls and theatres were as common as working overalls and fowl-rearing and hoeing now. She shook her head at Tom.
“You shouldn’t—bless you!”
“Oh, I had to!” he said; “I couldn’t help it. I haven’t altogether forgotten the girl who liked pretty things.”
“She’s very contented to have put them away,” said Aileen.
“I know. But I wanted to see her in one,” he said obstinately. Whereupon Aileen, to please him, pinned the brooch in her overall, and found herself greatly enjoying it as she prepared dinner.
They jogged to church behind Roany, and exchanged greetings with a few people they knew and with many to whom they were strangers—except that every one knew that they were “the new, hard-working lot that’s come to Gordon’s farm,” and being simple, kindly-minded Gippsland settlers, saw no reason why they should wait to be formally introduced. Then they came home to a happy Christmas dinner—everything cold, and therefore as it should be, with the thermometer at 95°—after which, by mere force of habit, Aileen was about to go to work in the garden, but was restrained by Tom, who remarked that there were some things not done in decent families, and placed her forcibly in a long chair on the veranda with a new book.
’Possum came through the house presently. A feeling that something was due to a day which evidently meant far more to the Macleods than it had ever done to her, had induced her to put on her new dungaree dress, and she was stiffly uncomfortable. Dungaree obligingly fades as soon as it is washed: when new it is a rather deep hard blue, and the wearer looked hot and red-faced, and crackled as she walked. She stood in the doorway looking down at Aileen, who had put on a white frock in honour of Christmas, and, with her shining hair against the pale green canvas of her long chair, was like the spirit of spring and coolness. She put up a slim hand and took ’Possum’s work-roughened one.
“I’m too lazy to get up, ’Possum,” she said. “Come and sit down.”
“It ain’t often one sees you lazy,” ’Possum answered, leaning back in a chair, and promptly sitting up again, since the position brought her great boots too baldly into view.
“I have been bullied shamefully,” Aileen said, casting a severe glance at Tom, who bore it with cheerfulness. “Goodness knows my broad beans are calling for me, but I’m not allowed to go near them. What have you been doing, ’Possum?”
“Oh, the usual thing. Dad’s away shearin’, so I’ve got to be pretty busy again: and anyhow, it’s about time I was; my feet are all right, an’ I’m full-up of loafin’. Seems to me,” said ’Possum, “that loafin’s all very well for a bit, an’ then it gets on your nerves. The kids have been jolly good, an’ I pretend not to see a lot o’ things they do or they don’t do; but there’s lots o’ times I’d give me ears to be doin’ the work myself.”
“That is pride, which is a thing all you women suffer from,” Tom said. “She”—indicating Aileen—“has violent attacks of it whenever I wash up, or sweep a room, or do any of the things she imagines she does better than I do. Of course, it’s only a delusion on her part, because I’m really a first-class housemaid: but there it is. It’s a pity, because otherwise she has rather a nice character!”
’Possum grinned. She was beginning to understand what she called Tom’s “foolin’,” and was no longer bewildered and slightly alarmed when he chaffed her. Nevertheless, she had not yet come to the point of chaffing in return, and so she thought it more prudent to change the subject.
“Where’s Garth?” she asked.
“Garth is careering over the hills and far away on a brand-new saddle—and Jane,” said Tom. “There is also a new bridle, and he has new leggings—the latter must be exceedingly uncomfortable on a day like this, but he insisted on putting them on. He’s awfully pleased with himself. I don’t think it’s much of a Christmas for Jane; she probably prefers him bare back.”
“My word, he must be proud!” ’Possum uttered. “He told me the other day he was goin’ to save up for a saddle, ’cause he couldn’t go askin’ you to get it, with you buyin’ so much fertilizer: an’ he wanted to know how long it would take him. Said he’d got ninepence. I didn’t know what to say to the poor little kid.”
“Well, he has the saddle now, and I sincerely trust I won’t have so many pairs of knickerbockers to mend,” Aileen remarked. “Bare back riding may be fun for a boy, but it’s destruction to his trousers!”
“Yes, ain’t it?” ’Possum agreed. “I’m always preachin’ to Bill, but of course he don’t take any notice—you wouldn’t expect him to!”
“You wouldn’t let young Bill hear you say that,” Tom remarked.
“Not much I wouldn’t,” ’Possum grinned. “Bill’s too much inclined to kick over the traces as it is, without me givin’ him any encouragement. I reckon I’ll have me hands full with him yet.”
“Poor old Bill! I see storms ahead for him,” said Tom, rising and stretching his long form. “This is a hard country for men since women got the vote! I think I’ll go and find Garth, and we’ll compare notes on our troubles.”
“Don’t be late for tea, or ’Possum and I will eat all the Christmas cake!” Aileen called after him. “You’ll feel that more than anything I can do with my old vote!” He flung a laughing rejoinder at her, and vanished round the corner of the veranda.
For a few minutes after his footsteps died away Aileen was silent. She was wondering how to make her gifts to ’Possum without hurting the girl’s feelings. Underneath the queer, abrupt exterior she knew there lay a sensitiveness so easily wounded that only the most delicate handling would succeed—and ’Possum’s independence was a sturdy growth. She might resent the presents altogether: for a moment Aileen grew almost sorry that she had prepared them, now that the time came for them to be given.
“I believe I’ve got stage-fright,” she thought.
’Possum opened the way herself.
“I wish we bothered more about Christmas—the way you do,” she said. “It’d be nice for the kids. I remember we used to keep it up before Mother died. But now we never bother.”
“I love Christmas,” said Aileen, “especially since I had Garth. He makes a great difference, because he believes in every bit of it, particularly Santa Claus! And it’s such fun, preparing presents, even if you spend very little on them: it’s the doing it that is the fun.” She hesitated. “I wanted you to be in our Christmas, Possum.”
“Jolly good of you,” said ’Possum gruffly. “But I’m not much good to any one.”
“That isn’t for you to say,” Aileen rejoined. “Come into my room, ’Possum.” She led the way.
“I say!” said ’Possum, entering. “Oh, ain’t that pretty!”
There was a dainty pink frock on the bed, with white cuffs and collar: very simply and plainly made, but well cut in every line. Near it was underwear: plain also, but good, and beautifully ironed. A pair of black shoes accompanied neat black stockings: a straw hat, swathed with palest pink muslin, lay on the pillow. There was even a pretty handkerchief on the frock. Nothing had been forgotten.
“Do you like it?”
“Like it! Why, it’s like the inside of a shell! I never seen such a lovely colour. But you do always have pretty things, Missus.”
“I’m glad you like it,” Aileen said. “Because it isn’t mine, ’Possum. I made it for you.”
’Possum flushed to the roots of her hair, staring at her.
“Me!” she said at last. “I say, you’re gammoning, aren’t you, Missus?”
“No, I’m not,” Aileen said. “I’ve had terrible work keeping those things out of your sight—and it has been such fun making them!” She watched the flushed face uneasily. “You’re not cross with me, ’Possum?”
“Cross with you!” ’Possum uttered. “Well, I would be a beast. But I’d rather not take them, thank you very much, all the same.”
“But why?” Aileen flushed in her turn.
There was a pause.
“I’m not the sort as wears those sort of clothes,” ’Possum burst out at last. “I’m just a workin’ hand, same as a man: this old dungaree’s my style, not lovely things like that. It’s no good me thinkin’ I could pretend I was a lady—an’ them’s only a lady’s things.” Her voice broke, and she stood staring at her rough boots.
“Aren’t you just a dear old stupid!” Aileen said softly. “We’re all working-hands, and we wear old clothes at our work because any other things would be silly. But you haven’t been just a working-hand to us: you’ve been more like a godsend. You put heart into me, when I hadn’t any. I didn’t love making those things because you had helped us, but because you’re my friend.”
’Possum’s eyes glowed suddenly.
“Me your friend!” she said. “I’d sooner be that than any blessed thing on earth. But I ain’t fit.”
“You might let me pick my own friends without sitting on me!” Aileen said, laughing. “Ah, ’Possum dear, don’t be a duffer! You can’t refuse to be friends, for if you do I shall go over and sit in your kitchen, and talk to you, and be extremely in the way; and you simply won’t be able to shake me off. ’Possum, be nice to me: I do want to see you in those clothes!”
’Possum gave a long sigh. It was the sigh of capitulation. She picked up the dress and held it against her cheek.
“It’s just the loveliest ever!” she said. “And I just can’t say thank you, but I reckon you know. Will I put them on an’ come over to-morrow, Missus?”
“No—I can’t wait for to-morrow!” Aileen cried. “You’re going to look so nice that I’ve got to see you at once! I’ll go and get tea, ’Possum, and you can put them on.”
“What—now!” ’Possum’s tone was doubtful, but her eyes were eager.
“Yes. Hurry!”
“I wouldn’t put them lovely things on unless I had just had a bath,” ’Possum declared. “I had one last night, but that’s not the same. I reckon it ’ud be a sin to put ’em on after these hot ol’ things. New dungaree’s such smelly stuff, an’ these just smell of freshness, the way all your things do!”
“Well, there’s the bathroom,” Aileen said, laughing. “I’ll leave a towel in there. Run along!” She gathered up the new things in her arms. “Don’t forget the shoes, ’Possum!” she cried, and hurried off.
It was half an hour later that Tom Macleod, coming in from the paddocks with Garth at his heels, stopped abruptly at the sight of two figures standing near the window. A stranger had called, he reflected; he looked hard at the tall girl in pink standing by his wife, wondering who she was. Then she turned, and he saw that it was ’Possum.
But a new ’Possum. The pink dress fell in soft folds, hiding the angularities that the dungaree horrors always accentuated. Its extra length made her yet more tall and slender, and the colour was reflected in her cheeks, while the light in her eyes had never been there before. The white collar fell away from a neck that was brown, but very shapely. Her fair hair was parted a little at the side, and brushed until it shone like Aileen’s. Now that the old felt hat was removed, it showed a crisp little wave that made amends for its shortness.
For a moment Tom forgot his manners, and stared. Then, as a hot wave of colour surged into ’Possum’s face, he recovered himself, and came into the room, making a casual remark upon the lucerne crop—even as he spoke, it seemed incredible that the pink vision before him and the girl who had ploughed the ground and helped to put in the crop were the same person. He tried to make the remark sound ordinary, but Garth interrupted him. Garth, as his parents afterwards remarked, had small occasion for tact.
“I say, ’Possum, I didn’t know you!” cried the small boy. “Isn’t she swagger! Mother, doesn’t she look ripping! ’Possum, weren’t you awfully s’prised?”
“I just was,” said ’Possum. Even her voice seemed different: it was somehow softer. When she smiled down at Garth she was very winning.
“Well, as these matters have been mentioned so boldly, I don’t see why I should stand out,” said Tom. “I won’t, either! ’Possum, you look nicer than nice, and pink’s your colour. Isn’t it, Aileen? Carried unanimously. Is tea ready?”
Tea was ready, and they made it a merry meal—longer than usual, because no work was to be done on Christmas Day, save by the luckless Horrors, who could be heard, bucket-laden, clanking his way towards the cow-yard. ’Possum did not talk much. But her face was so happy that words did not matter!
She went with Aileen into her room when it was time to change into the old dungaree and go home: poor little Cinderella! Aileen thought, wondering if she had done well to be fairy godmother. There seemed no prospect of any Prince waiting for the Cinderella of the Bush.
“I was wonderin’,” said ’Possum, and hesitated—“if you’d very much mind me leavin’ these things here. You see, if I take ’em home I’ll never wear ’em, an’ they’ll get grubby an’ crushed. But if I could put ’em on sometimes when I come over—not to feel such a pig when you make me come into tea, say. Then they’d be a terrible comfort to me! I do love ’em so, but it’s here I want to wear ’em. If I take ’em home I’d take ’em out every day an’ look at ’em, but I’d never put ’em on, for fear of spoilin’ ’em.”
“But, ’Possum, it’s only cheap print,” Aileen protested. “It will wash beautifully. Why should you be so particular about it?”
“Well, you see, it’s all I got,” ’Possum returned. “Oh, I simply couldn’t bear to spoil ’em, Missus!”
Aileen pondered.
“Of course you can leave them here,” she said. “That’s quite easy. But, ’Possum, why should it be your only pretty dress? Can’t you buy some print, and bring it to me, and we will make it together? You’ve no idea how easy it is, with a few lessons. Then you could keep your dungarees for work, but put on fresh frocks in the evening, or when you went out.”
“Print costs money,” said ’Possum.
“But your father——”
“Dad ’ud take a fit if I asked him for any,” said the girl. “He thought he was doin’ a tremenjous thing when he give me this dungaree the other day.”
“Well, you have your own money. You earn it thoroughly enough. Surely you could spend a few shillings of that.”
’Possum drew a long breath. Then she put the temptation from her.
“I don’t reckon it’s mine: it’s the kids’,” she said. (“It was as though she had said, ‘Get thee behind me, Satan!’” said Aileen to Tom later on.) “I couldn’t touch it. That bit o’ money’s a big comfort to me.”
“Bill is twelve, and you can’t let him go to the Cup by himself until he’s grown-up—and you’re saving for it now!” said Aileen. “Oh, ’Possum, be sensible!”
“I reckon I am,” said ’Possum firmly. “There’s other, things besides Cups. I couldn’t do it.” There was a hint of a sob in her voice. “Please don’t ask me, Missus; you’re a brick to say you’d help me, an’ you don’t know how I want them dresses. But I got to go without. Don’t you worry about me—you been awful good to me already.”
“Now I wonder would O’Connor mind?” Tom reflected, when they discussed the matter after Garth had gone to bed. “I don’t believe he’s close-fisted—and, though he probably wouldn’t admit it, he’s very proud of ’Possum. Do you know, I think a lot of women are afraid to ask their men-folk for money, when there’s really no need to be afraid? Most men like to see their daughters decently turned out.”
“Then I’ll ask Mr. O’Connor myself!” said Aileen decidedly.
She did so some days later, meeting the big man on the road to Cuninghame, where she was hunting for strayed turkeys; and, having explained the matter, had the satisfaction of seeing Nick flare up, as his daughter would have said, “like a packet of crackers.”
“’Possum’s got no need to be badly dressed!” he said angrily, quite ignoring the fact that it was his own talk about money that kept the girl from asking him for an unnecessary sixpence. “I was on’y the other day talkin’ to her about her clothes. I’ll tell her she ought to have more sense than to talk to you like that.”
“Please don’t,” Aileen said quickly. “I felt sure it was just that you didn’t understand; but ’Possum hates to ask you for anything for herself. She will ask for things for Bertha and Polly, but she doesn’t realize that she has also an example to set them of turning out neatly.”
“That’s right,” the big man agreed. “Well, what am I to do, if you won’t let me talk to her, Mrs. Macleod?”
“If you would give me the money, I would buy the materials, and then teach ’Possum to make them,” said Aileen. “Then, if you show her that you notice and approve when she goes home in a new frock, it will do more good than a great deal of talking now. And you will be surprised to find what a good-looking daughter you have, Mr. O’Connor!”
“She used to be an awful jolly little kid—before her mother died,” Nick said. “I’m afraid she’s had a tough time ever since. She’s just too useful—that’s what’s the matter with ’Possum!” He put some money into, her hand. “Will that do?”
“It is too much,” Aileen said.
“Oh, you’ll use it up soon enough. Tell me when you want more. And thank you, Mrs. Macleod. You’ve made a mighty lot of difference to ‘Poss. I reckon the day you came here was a lucky day for her!”
Thus it was that ’Possum, summoned by Aileen, beheld dress-lengths of material of divers colours, and learned, to her utter amazement, that they were hers.
“Dad give you the money!” she gasped. “Dad? Well, that just beats everything!”
“Of course he gave it to me,” Aileen said.
“An’ never made a fuss?”.
“No—why should he. I don’t think you’re quite fair to your father, ’Possum. You have made him think you care for nothing but work. Doesn’t it ever occur to you that he would like to see his eldest daughter nicely dressed?”
“No, it don’t,” said ’Possum firmly. “I think he’d a jolly sight sooner see me on top of a plough!” Which view held so much truth that Aileen was compelled to laugh. Nevertheless, she held to her point.
“If he does, it’s your own doing,” she said. “Men are queer creatures: they always think what a woman encourages them to think. You have let him imagine that dungaree was the only thing to dress in. But once he sees you in something prettier, he won’t be satisfied with the old dresses any more, except just for working.”
“Well, I’d like to believe it,” ’Possum said, drawing a long breath. “But I’ve known Dad a long time!”
“You’ll know him much better when you have accustomed him to a well-turned-out daughter. And think of the children, ’Possum. How do you expect Bertha and Polly to be dainty and fresh if you don’t set them the example?”
“Well, I seem to have been making a mighty lot of mistakes,” ’Possum said ruefully. “I thought I was doin’ the best for those kids, but I suppose I’m all wrong.”
“I think you’re wrong in one or two things, and just a wonder in everything else,” said Aileen warmly. “And they love you just as if you were their mother, ’Possum. Now you have got to make them very proud of you.”
So they worked at the new frocks together: Aileen patient in explaining, and swift at planning, while ’Possum grasped her needle as if it were a bradawl, and drove it through the stuff with much muscular effort, producing stitches of a size truly majestic. “Blest if I can handle the silly little thing!” said she, laboriously unpicking: “ploughin’s a jolly sight easier!” But in time her natural deftness came to her aid, and when Aileen had succeeded in making her forget the methods by which she had “clamped” together the garments of her family, and inducing her to use a needle less thick than a skewer, she arrived at creditable results. The finished pile of dresses contained plenty of her work, and she gloated over them proudly, though most of her pride was reserved for the frocks for the little girls, and the cool suits for the boys, that had been “managed” out of the stock of material.
“We put ’em all on for tea,” she told Aileen on the day following the great occasion of the finishing of the work. “I had the kitchen very dossy, an’ a vawse o’ flowers on the table, an’ there we were when Dad came in. He just looked at us careless-like, an’ then he seemed to take notice, an’ he stared an’ stared. An’ of course the kids giggled. Then he said, ‘Well!’ just like that, an’ stopped, like as if he hadn’t any more ideas. An’ he kep’ on starin’. At last he says, ‘I suppose this is Mrs. Macleod’s doin’?’ An’ I says, ‘Yes.’ ‘Who made ’em all?’ he says. An’ I told him. An’ he says, ‘Well, I’m proud of you, ‘Poss—an’ all my kids!’ An’ he got up an’ went out. An’ presently he come back—an’ if you’ll b’lieve me, Missus, he’d acshally gorn an’ put on a clean shirt!”