Hazelhurst

Chapter III

Two days later, Teddie and Hazel, she seated on far-stretching, hopelessly tangled tree-roots, he prone upon his back on the dry moss, disported themselves in the leafy shade of the beloved greenwood, deep in consultation on the same momentous question that Hazel had endeavoured to solve alone: how might she earn money?

Typewriting had been discussed, but the idea was soon abandoned, Teddie informing his sister that, to be successful in that branch of industry, a peculiar kind of appearance was desirable—indeed, was essentially needful—an appearance that Hazel entirely lacked, as she herself would admit, could she see “the sort” that frequented the office adjoining Mr. Hamilton’s.

“Why,” the boy declared, “they would simply stare if you suddenly turned up there and asked for a job, and the boss would inquire delicately where your mother was, and would instruct his head clerk to take you back to her.”

“I should not go like this,” Hazel returned, deprecatingly, fingering a piece of her white spotted muslin, and eyeing her brother wistfully. “I should probably have a tailor-made tweed dress, and a man’s straw hat, and thick boots, and a stand-up collar and tie. You have no idea how—how strong-minded I could look, if I had the proper dress for bringing it out. Most women owe it to their dress: I am quite sure they don’t feel and stride about like that, in their dressing-gowns.”

She regarded him pleadingly; the mere thought of becoming one of the City band—the doing away for ever with the dolorous Monday morning partings—above all, the obtaining of means to supply her mother with endless little luxuries, made the proposition a very tempting one to the girl.

But Teddie shook his head. “It is a peculiar stamp,” he said musingly, “and, take my word for it, Hazel, it is not all in the clothes. Why, some of them dress quite æsthetically; but it is no go, they are typewriters. Not that I disapprove of them as a class,” he hastened to add. “If it comes to that, some of them are quite pretty, but—well, you would not do, and that is all about it.”

There was a short silence. The sun glinted in and out among the tree-branches in shimmering shafts of yellow light, the leaves quivered slightly in the still air, the birds chirped, and Hazel sighed.

“Besides,” Teddie continued, feeling perhaps that he had been somewhat unsympathetically sweeping in his assertions, “there would be the expense of learning. You don’t become a full-blown typewriter all at once, you know. You don’t just sit down and manage it, so to speak, as you happen to be able to play the piano—without lessons.”

Hazel brightened visibly so soon as this very real obstacle—means—was put before her: she was willing to give up any attempt at scaling an obstruction that would obviously harm her in the ascent. It was not that she was cowardly, or easily discouraged—far from it: never was girl pluckier or keener spirited; but she was wise in her generation, and saw that the loss entailed in the attempt to gain was greater than the gain itself; that the other side of the block, in short, was not worth the reaching.

“That is true,” she admitted, relieved. “There is the tailor-made dress, too! Let us talk of other ways.” She hesitated. “Now, don’t laugh, Teddie,” she went on, “just think seriously over what I am going to propose, and then say yes or no, after due consideration, you know. Teddie—could I be a governess?” And the girl unconsciously straightened her back, while an expression of mild severity overspread her countenance.

Teddie’s surprise at this, to him astounding, idea silenced his tongue. After a few moments the slender figure drooped—Hazel never stooped, she drooped: as different a state, mental and physical, as ugliness from beauty—the pretty features relaxed.

“Of course I know,” she resumed modestly, “that they would have to be very, very young children—or very backward older ones. I should prefer the backward ones: the very young are so fascinating. I don’t know whether I should have the strength of mind, if they were hot and tired, and wanting to play, to insist on their finishing the spelling-lesson or sum; and I know that, while you cannot be too kind and too patient, you also cannot be too firm in having the little task completed. But,” she added reflectively, chin in hand, “I should be wise and see to it that the task was a very short and easy one, especially if the child was particularly longing to go out, or was not quite well.”

The girl had almost forgotten her brother’s presence, and had entered into a little world of her own. She pictured to herself a pleasant, airy schoolroom with three or four happy, rosy children seated at the table, of which she herself was the head, strewn with the usual schoolroom paraphernalia: rulers, slates, dingy spelling-books of dog’s-eared, awe-inspiring columns of words, slate pencils whose points and bluntness alike set your teeth on edge when you looked at them; copy-books with pot-hooks and hangers to copy in pencil—for Hazel would permit no inkpots nor ink-bespattering pens to enter her domain, to sully the purity of clean pinafores and childish fingers. Yes, she would be careful that the room should be airy, for she knew that much of rosy-cheeked happiness must depend upon that; the lessons short and interesting: for how should a child, mewed up in a close atmosphere, set to learn a tedious task, which no older mind had first rendered pleasant and understandable by a little intelligent smoothing and explaining, be aught but fidgety, cross, and unhappy? A child’s mind should be lightly taxed, Hazel decided. She also decided that, however unorthodox it might be, she would always have freshly cut flowers upon her schoolroom table. Lessons were to be connected with pretty things, as well as with smeary slate and dingy spelling-book. Besides, how useful they would be in furnishing themes on which to discourse to her eager-eared young charges!

These ideas floated through the girl’s vivid imagination within the space of a few moments only. Presently she roused herself, and shook herself free of the reverie into which she had fallen.

“I suppose it ought to be the backward ones,” she said with a sigh.

“To think of Miss Le Mesurier becoming a governess,” Teddie observed ruminatingly. “It is ridiculous, Hazel. Why, you would be romping with them round the table? And why are they to be so very young or, if older, dolts? Do you mean you cannot teach?”

“I don’t quite know,” Hazel returned, hesitating and pausing. “My—my education has been—er—has been rather choppy, hasn’t it?” she asked a little timidly, fearful of wounding her brother’s feelings, for the five boys had had practically the charge of their little sister’s education. Cecil, until he had obtained his present post in the Indian Civil Service, had given her a daily lesson in some or other branch of knowledge, at irregular times, certainly—an occasional hour before breakfast, or half an hour before bedtime. But the girl was an apt pupil. She marked, learned, and inwardly digested—her clever little brain seemed to be well nourished: for the food on which it was fed, albeit scanty, was of goodly quality, and the very ample time allowed her for the assimilation of each respective lesson was perhaps the secret, in part, of her strongly marked digestive power.

Then Guy had taken her in hand, but soon confessed himself no teacher—that Hazel’s odd questions puzzled him. Soon afterwards he left home to play his modest part in the government of his country. The girl was then passed over to Gerald—good, steady, faithful, plodding Gerald. In him she found her master: he an intelligent, interesting pupil. Together they would while away the long morning hours in profound study, in summer taking their books to the woods; in winter the bearskin before the hall hearth would often be the scene of their labour.

Necessity, however, caused long months of enforced holiday, when the girl would have been impatient of days, and of late Saturday evening had become the only time possible for Gerald to devote to two or three hours of tutorage; while on Sunday, between church hours, the young man would read aloud and make instructive comments to a little auditor, all ears and eyes, upon books, the like of which caused the hair of Hugh and Teddie to rise upon their heads in amaze, in that their brother and sister should find pleasure in such “deadly dry stuff,” to couch the expression in their own tongue. And Monday morning would see the persevering tutor, at a very early hour, correcting writings of his pupil’s authorship, and further arranging a programme for the ensuing days of his absence.

“I don’t fancy I am well grounded,” the girl went on, “and I should suppose that to be very important to teachers.” She paused.

“I must say,” Teddie remarked remonstrantly, “that you are not very complimentary to Gerald—or to me, if it comes to that. I have given you a turn at arithmetic, myself, and I have found you smart enough.”

“Yes, oh yes, thank you, old fellow,” Hazel returned hastily, apologetically. “He and—and you”—it appeared a little difficult to the girl to make the addition—“have the talent of teaching. Now, even supposing my learning to be sufficient, have I?”

“I don’t see that it is the question,” returned her brother, much mollified, “for none of us would let you become a governess: it would be too absurd—you are only a child yourself.”

At this Hazel waxed indignant. “I am young,” she admitted with naïve frankness, “but I am tall and fond of children. Mother was saying lately that my next new dress must be made quite long. See,” she cried, springing up and walking swiftly to and fro in straight-limbed, supple grace, “they are all but long already. And of course,” the girl continued, resuming her seat, “I should do up my hair and wear ‘ladies’,’ instead of ’girls’’ hats. As I said before, you have no idea how much is owed to clothes.”

There was a short silence. Teddie, upon his back, groaned slightly.

“Now listen, Teddie,” Hazel presently continued, “I have one more plan to lay before you and, really, out of three, it is only reasonable to expect you to think seriously of one, and finally to agree to try it and help me to persuade mother. In this last plan, indeed, we need not consult her—she need know nothing about it, but just live happily and enjoy the results of it.”

The girl paused and looked about her, half startled, on encountering the inquisitive glance of the bright eyes of her favourite squirrel who, afraid to approach nearer—his mistress, the wood-nymph, seemingly entertaining company—appeared to be listening with all his might for the proposition about to be unfolded by her.

“Teddie,” Hazel said, bending over him and speaking low, “what do you say to us—to you and me—keeping a lodger at Hazelhurst?”

In the pause that ensued Teddie rolled over upon his face, but never a word spoke he. Hazel regarded him a little anxiously, uncertain as to his state of mind. At length he broke the silence.

“We should have to feed it,” he remarked, in hollow accents.

“I thought of that,” Hazel returned eagerly, delighted that the proposal met with no more definite negative, “but suppose we were lucky—suppose we found a very delicate one, who wanted heaps of fresh air—we could give it the whole of the west wing, for instance—but one that could eat hardly anything? But no, that would not do,” she continued, after pausing to reflect, “it would be more expense in the end, than less, to have a delicate lodger, I mean. You see, one would have to provide chicken and jelly, even if it would not eat, just to try to tempt it. No, we hid better look out for a moderately healthy one, but one who was used to plain food, you know: the sort that likes bread and cheese for lunch, better than anything else, and is a firm teetotaller. Who is that coming, I wonder?” she broke off suddenly.

The two raised themselves to listen, in breathless silence.

“Perhaps it is some one looking for lodgings,” Teddie whispered mischievously. “Now remember, Hazel, twenty guineas a week for the west wing, garrets five shillings each, and the basement seven-and-six.”

“It is Hugh,” the girl exclaimed, springing to her feet and running to meet the fourth Le Mesurier boy, who, hot, dusty, and tired, yet returned his sister’s greeting affectionately, if somewhat shame-facedly, as he became aware of the presence of his brother.

Teddie, at Hazel’s exclamation, had sunk back into his former position and now lay, cool and comfortable, complacently regarding the new-comer with twinkling eyes.

“Hallo!” he said brightly. “So you have turned up, have you? I hope you will be comfortable. I have spent a very pleasant couple of days here myself. I ran down, without lunch, on Monday, and Mrs. Doidge has been feeding me up ever since.” And Teddie gave vent to a sigh of satisfaction.

“Slack beast,” murmured Hugh disgustedly. Yielding to the silent entreaty of Hazel’s little hand and seating himself upon some moss, he threw off his hat and proceeded to mop his damp face.

“What is that?” Teddie asked innocently. “But, I say, you do look hot, old fellow. Walked up, I suppose?”

“Ugh,” grunted Hugh.

“Doubtless in some perturbation of mind,” Teddie continued sympathetically. “Very heating, this weather. And your bag, too—had books in it, perhaps?”

A slightly sardonic smile overspread Hugh’s countenance.

“Talking of books, there was one of yours that I packed with mine,” he announced in a friendly way, “and I left the bag at the station, thinking you might like to fetch it.”

Teddie’s blue eyes of a sudden blazed with wrath. “Do you mean to say,” he asked, an ominous quietude marking his manner, “do you mean to say that you left a heavy bag of books at the station for me to fetch, your only excuse being that the bag contains a wretched thirty-page paper-covered pamphlet on Dentistry that chanced to be left in my name at our lodgings?”

“Partly that,” returned Hugh, with the same air of engaging frankness. “I thought you would be pleased to see it again, and I knew it would grieve you to have me toiling up with anything belonging to you. Also partly because I thought the exercise would do you good: you have been out at grass long enough. I am glad I was so fully justified in my ideas,” he added, “for on your own admitting you are eating your head off, and doing nothing all day.”

“I hope you have a second supply of hair-brushes and—er—other things pertaining to the toilet,” Teddie observed politely, his anger evaporated, a similar smile lighting his boyish features, “because I don’t suppose you will feel inclined to make a second trip to the station to-day, and I don’t happen to be going that way this afternoon. By the way, I shall have to wear my own dress clothes to-night,” he added, with the air of one who is struck with an idea that necessitates reflection.

It was now Hugh’s turn to wax indignant, but the sight of Hazel returning at this auspicious moment, bearing in her hand a large glass of lemon-squash, which she tendered to the hot and dusty lad, extinguished instantly the dire wrath that was kindling within his breast, making him feel very amiable toward his thoughtful little sister in particular, and to a world that included Teddie, in general.

“Ah,” he exclaimed, pausing in the draught in order to take a deep breath, “there is nothing like lemon-squash in hot weather,” and he turned a softened pair of blue eyes upon his brother, with a look of gathering trust that seemed only to ask sympathy.

Teddie vainly tried to look indifferent as he regarded the favoured Hugh a trifle wistfully; but nature is weak.

“It is a curious thing, Hazel,” he remarked insinuatingly, “how awfully thirsty one gets this weather, even doing nothing.”

“Oh, Teddie, I am so sorry,” the girl made answer, “but Mrs. Doidge has no more spare lemons. Perhaps Hugh——” she broke off: it was too late. The glass was drained to the last drop, and Hugh, with a sigh of contentment, arranged his long limbs upon the mossy carpet for half an hour’s repose before luncheon.

A couple of hours later Teddie, tired of inaction, being besides of an extremely good-hearted disposition, having melted sufficiently toward his brother, took his way to the station for the purpose of carrying home that brother’s personal effects; but, only human, he could not resist the desire to open the bag and subtract therefrom the luckless pamphlet, which he proceeded to tear into shreds and scatter along the hedgerow.